I can't take it. Its all to much. It hurts ya know? It physically hurts when you say that. Stop screaming at me that I'm not enough. I know im not, just stop screaming in my head. I can't take it when you tell me these things. Just be quite for a few days. That's all I ask. Just silence, is that to much to ask for? Just quite. Please tell me good things for once. Not that I'm worthless or never enough for the people I love. I'm tried of fighting you. I'm close to letting you win. But when I do you better make it worth it
She's to loud. To mean to me. She's part of me but she wants out. She wants to take over and be the main thing. She wants to push me out of my own body and take control. She to loud. Its deffing. I'm close to letting her out.. to loud. To mean to me. She's part of me but she wants out. She wants to take over and be the main thing. She wants to push me out of my own body and take control. She to loud. Its deffing. I'm close to letting her out.. But I'm not sure I would be able to gain control again If I did...
