Why do scream and cry at 4am then are told its for attention? If it was for attention we would show people. We would try to make them know. We hide it so we dont get attention for it. We dont want people knowing we are broken. We want to seem strong. But we are broke. And no one cares. They call us "attention whore" "freak" "needy". Spend a day in our shoes. Then see how you feel.