Indecisive mess

a very very bad song √(°_°)\

So it feels like it's been a long time... If anyone's still here and actually likes reading my garbage I'm sorry
But I did post a poem not too long ago so if ya wanna go check it out;) 

"I like the world. "
"The world likes you. "
Guys guess where thats from in the comments and the next part I'll let you know where I got this.. Haha
Think of it as a challenge
It could be from ANYTHING
show.. Movie... Song
ANYTHING

okay so on with the actual chapter that I've planned

So I was going through my old ideas box.... It's pretty self explanatory but while there I came across a song type piece of writing that I wrote about a year or more ago??? 
And I read it and I'm just going to say its so bad and cheesy I can't even explain so
..... Here it is

Title: Creative Really
~•~
Once I get out of bed
And theres webs in my head
I feel a spark
Come right out of the dark
The feeling sets in my chest
It feels just right
Then I just dive
And see it come alive
This feeling is just being creative really (A/N:omg no help) 
but does this all come from pain? 
Best art comes from it they say
Probably is when it is day to day
But it soon turns to light from the everyday fright
Because I get to express the way I feel best
But then (A/N: wait for it....) 
This feeling is just creative really
~•~

Yeah so sorry for that torture you've just endured

Please tell me I've gotten at least a little tiny bit better omg

I can't help but notice this is like a baby version of 'Art' one of my first poems on 'Wow that was deep' ha spon ;)

Also this is not the actual song I'm working on now fyi even though the one I'm working on now is still REALLY BAD

but like dodie once said
' you need to make rubbish before you make the good stuff. '

Ughhhhhh

So how's your day my sun shines? 
The world treating you good? 
I hope so

'That was chessy'
'It's supposed to be chessy'
;-;
SORRY I DIDNT WARN YOU but I had to
Anyway I can lit-rally ;) do a whole part on phan conspiracies maybe
If ya guys want that let me know

OH BTW anyone who follows GayShips02 he is going to be gone for a while he told me to tell you not to worry he's not dead but to stay awesome and that he should be back
And if you don't follow him you really should he's an awesome friend and also he wrote a fanfic on jalex;)))) and you should go check it out because it's great and I show up in it a couple times pfffffft

Anyway ENOUGH SPON FOR TODAY 
And PHIL CURSED *gasp* a grown man cursing?  Unheard of....
I was just surprised that they bleeped out Phil's curse but not dans 100000 curses but oh whale

On that note I think this is the end of this chapter (whatever it was I'm always all over the place soz)  well
...until next time BYE