Dear future self I hope
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* that I can say I'm proud of my work and actually mean it
* I can take pictures and videos without freaking out and hating myself every time I see it
*I don't see happiness as a ticking time bomb ready to explode any minute into nothingness
* I live in the moment
* don't worry as much
*a much better person to myself and others
* not be hard on myself
* have a job I really like that it doesn't feel like one
* have someone where my me turns to we
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Every time I say I hope or I wish I mentally slap myself for thinking that or saying it because it's dangerous to think like that.
I always tell myself don't wish DO.
and its overwhelming sometimes because I can't control everything no matter how much I wish I could.
And that feeling turns into so much self hatred you just can't stand it.
So you reading this please don't be too hard on yourself.
You've got this I can promise you that everything finds it's way eventually.
Even if it doesn't seem like it now.
So tell me in the comments what you wish will happen in the future I would love to read them. We can get through this.
Side note: I'm almost to 200 followers how is that even possible???? Also my poem books still ranking YAY. Also in more exciting news I'm going to start a phanfic with alicetheamazingbean so if you're interested i would really appreciate if you would go check it out it should be out soon.
The summary is:
Expect the unexpected
OhhhOhhhh mysterious please go read it I would really appreciate it :))
Until next time BYE
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