Indecisive mess

Hair Cut

Hey so this is going to be more like a rant than anything else.
So I'm going to go get a hair cut in the next hour and honestly I'm scared.
Right now I have long brown hagrid hair and I'm about to cut it shorter then I have ever had it in so long.
Me and change don't mix well at all... Im not sure if that has to do with this but I wouldn't be surprised. I've been putting this off for a while now because I feel like my hair has become some type of security blanket and each time I feel about cutting it off I'm overwhelmed with anxiety but there is also a hint of excitement that goes along with it. It's kind of like going on a roller coaster when you get on your excited because of the speed but as soon as you reach a huge incline you knew was coming you can't help but scream your head off. I just need to push that fear and just go with it because honestly my anxiety has had control over so many things in my life and I'm tried of it. I can't let it control me like a puppet on strings any longer.
But that's a whole other topic.
I could go on and on about what I'm afraid of but we would be here all day. So instead I want to encourage you to do what you've been wanting to do for so long but have been afraid. Because you never know at the end it could be better then you could have ever imagined. Like right now maybe when I walk out of the hair dresser it could come out so good (ha) that I could think:
'Why hadn't I done this earlier??? Stupid anxiety'
So long rant short, as less amazing phil has taught me
Try new things.