He Calls Me Harmony

Chapter nineteen: When The Moon Meets The Stars

Her eye's behold desire and love. Yet her body trembles in nervousness. This moment I have longed for myself. I must admit I pictured it differently. I pictured her in a stunning wedding dress and I in a tailored tuxedo. I know I cannot go through with this. The simple fact of my religion; Jehovah witness. Monogamy before marriage is a definite factor in my religion. I know I love her. I just cannot love her this way, not now.

"I can't Harmony", I finally breathed out. A frown emerges on her face. I glance down at my hand's. I couldn't bring myself to look at her. Silence made it's presence known. Five minutes passed before I spoke. "I can't love you physically, I want to but it's not the right time nor will my religion allow it", She continues to stay silent. Her silence is killing me inside. I regret my decision but I still hope she respects my religion. She finally speaks. "I am so stupid ", She choked out. I shake my head. "No babygirl no you are not, Not at all I-", "Michael it's ok I understand I will just leave it's late anyways", I sigh and nod. She stands up and fixes her knee length skirt. I mirror her fixing my flannel. Part of me just wants to tell her to stay. That part is screaming for her to stay. I ignore my heart and body. She slowly makes her way to the door. I carefully follow behind. As soon as she opens the door, I decided to act on my heart. I cannot just let her walk away. I love her too much. If that means breaking my religion, then so be it. I reach for her hand clasping it with mine. She stops and turns to me. Her eye's scanned my face in wonder.My heart rate increased as I slowly pulled her body to mine. I ran my thumb over her soft pink lips just as she did mine before. I fastened my eyes on hers as I leaned in to steal a kiss. Her beckoning lips followed mine as I began a slow rhythm. Confusion never leaves her eye's. I smile. "Michael what are you doing? ", I plant a soft kiss on her lips. "Giving myself to you", I whispered. My tone changed. My eye's changed. My love changed. Her body began to tremble a little as I slowly lead her to my room. I'm nervous but I donot want her to know. I want to love her the way she wants. Once we entered my room. I slowly let go of her hand. "We don't have to do this Harmony", She smiles shyly. "I want to Michael", I return with a shy smile of my own. I have never taken someone's virginity. I haven't even lost my own. But it is too late to back out now. I take in a deep breath. I'm ready to give myself to her.

I slowly walk to her. I place a hand on her shoulder. She jumps a little. "Do you trust me?", I whispered. She nods. "With my mind, body, and soul", She whispered back. The truth was held in her eye's. I slowly glide my hand from her shoulder to the colar of her blouse. I want to remember everything about this night. From the fabric she wore to her fragrance that intoxicated my nose. I take my other hand and began unfastening her top button. I kept my eyes on her as she did the same. With the first button undone I grew more nervous. I continued this route. Slowly unbuttoning her blouse. Once I finished with the last one, I felt her gasp as I slid it off her shoulder's. I stop and tear away from our stare. I wanted to interpretate her beauty. Take in her beautifully structured body. She suddenly pulls at the rim of my shirt. I close my eye's as she slowly lifts it above my head. Once it was off, She smiled. I blushed in return. I place my hand's on the small of her back. I move my hand's to the zipper of her skirt. I watch her for a reaction as I began uncovering what's underneath. She stood with one emotion; Love. She showed me her trust.  The skirt fell off her hips as easily as her blouse did. She glances at her lone skirt, stepping out of it. When her eye's meet mine, so does her hand with my belt. She shyly tugged at it. At this moment my heart is beating uncontrollablly. It's beating so fast that if it weren't for our heavy breathing, the tenants outside would hear. I place my hand's on her slightly shaking hand's and helped her tug away my belt.  She continued with my pant buckle. Once that was loose. I easily stepoed out of them. There we were, nearly naked. Exposing ourselves to one another.  She steps closer. "Michael promise to be gentle, just don't be afraid ", She whispered caressing my face. I cupped her hand and kissed it. She smiled at my muted answer. She makes a bold move and places my hand on the strap of her black bra. I took in another breath as I slowly revealed her natural beauty. It along with her panty, slid off just as easily as our other clothing. Once I was bare, it dawned on me that this is it. I'm going to make love to Joya Jessica Riley. I hesitated again before making another move. I scanned over her body. Her bare body. My eye's glided over her neck, her breast, her waist, her island,  and her leg's,  ending at her feet. Evidently she was doing the same. I blush as she cheeses once our eye's met again. She takes my hand and gently pulls me closer. Pressing our bodies together.

I shivered. Not because I was cold, but because the warm feeling of her body against my not only shaking body but also my  erected member, it was a weird feeling that brought sensation. I could feel her breath on my neck as she placed a small kiss to the nape of it. She switches her kisses to the other side and traveled up my chin and stopped to look into my eye's. "I'm ready for you to Love me", She whispered backing away. I watch her stroll to my bed. I followed not breaking our stare. She lays ob the bed. I look through my drawer for protection. I find it and followed the instructions. I glance at Joya who was patiently watching. I give her a smile as I climbed into the bed. I sit up on my knee's between her feet. I am scared out of my mind. I am about to venture into unknown part's.  I don't even know how this work's.  What do I do?, Sensing my hostility, Joya slowly opens her leg's. I watch her intensively. She is my teacher. I want to be knowlegable next time. "Just climb over me, don't be scared", I could hear the shaking in her voice. She was scared. I feel a bit wimpish. If that is a word. I follow her command and set myself between her. She spread her leg's wider so I can lay comfortablly between her. I hoist myself up by my arm's. She continues watching me. Instinct tell's me to touch her. No specific place just touch her.  I went with my instinct and ran one hand along her side's. She closes her eye's. I continue running my hand's down her side's. "Where should I touch you?", I whispered. I am embarrassed by the question but I need to know. She opens her eye's.  She takes my hand and places it above her island. "There", She breathed. I slowly run my hand's through her island till I reached her core. She closes her eye's again and makes a soft hissing sound. Not of pain but of pleasure. I continue exploring her island until I find the spot that turns her hissing into soft sighs. "Ahh....", She moans out as I continue exploring. The more I explore the more moist my finger becomes. I don't even mind. It's amazing how the human body reacts to intimacy. I continue until she squeezes my hand with her leg's and whines. "Did I hurt you? ", I said retrieving my hand. Her breathing is staggered as she forces a smile. "No-No that was beautiful, It felt as if I was in another world ", She finally breathed out. I break a smile. She leans up and places a tender kiss on my lips. I returned with a more intense one. I am throbbing. I long for her,  my body long's for her. I break our kiss. "Are you ready babygirl?", She nods. I settle myself between her again. I kiss her forehead. "I love you so much Joya with all of me, I apologize if I hurt you", She smiles and a lone tear fall's from her face. "I love you too with everything in me, Michael Jackson I am yours", I kiss her. "No Joya Riley, I am yours", She kisses me again as I find her entrance.  She gasps when I start entering her. Her hole was tight. The friction sent shockwaves through my body. But it is not about my pleasure it is about hers. I retrieve myself seeing she was in pain. I take her hand and tangle them with each of mine. "Do not close your eye's babygirl", I whispered kissing away her tears. I try entering again. Knowing how much pain she was in, I entered her as slowly as I could. She contiues wincing. I continued distracting her with kisses. Once I was all the way in I sat there. Wiping away her tears. Seeing that her pain wasn't going to go away so easily, I tried to create a rhythm. It was like a newborn deer trying to walk. My rhythm wasn't matching hers, nor was it helping the pain. I am not ready to give up yet. I stop to learn her rhythm. Once I picked it up, I moved along with it. Soon enough we were creating a beautiful rhythm that only we knew. I heard music. Her beautiful moans like honey in my ears. With each stroke I felt her wall's tearing. I felt the magic. I felt the love. I was giving myself to her. My position maybe on top but it is her with the control. It is I giving myself to her. "Ahh... Ahh... mmm", Slipped through her mouth as she tried to keep her eye's on mine. I was learning her body. Finding her favourite spot. She slowly raises her hand's to my back and dug into it. The pain felt like she was stabbing me with a dagger. I ignored it. It was moments before I felt her wall's collapse. Her fluid rushed through her.  I soon found myself mirroring her. She let out another whine. I return with a groan. Soon my breaths became more rapid as a drowsy feeling rushed over me. I let out a yawn and slowly rolled off her. She remains still, catching her breath. After a moment of heavy breathing she breaks the silence. "I Love You Michael Joseph Jackson", I turn on my side and caress her face. "I Love You more", She giggles. "I Love You most", I laugh. "Are you OK?", She nods and kisses my hand. "Yes I am, I don't regret what I did I hope you don't either ", I smile. "No I do not regret anything as long as the moon meets the stars, My love will continue to burn for you", I said wrapping my arm's around her. She yawns. "Let's sleep OK?", She nods. I kiss her shoulder and let her intoxicating scent lull me to sleep. Mind, body, and soul. I am hers...

To Be Continued....