The Hidden Secret

Chapter 17: Starting to fall

The next morning I woke up in the bassinet, and I thought that I could just lay there and not let Fitz or Oliva know that I was awake.

As I moved a little bit, I learned fast that the bassinet had an alarm on it that will go off if I touch its side which I did by accident.

The alarm woke up both Fitz and Olivia, they looked at each other, and said "you get him".

It took both of them to figure out who would check on me.

Fitz had lost the conversation that he and Olivia were having, so Fitz got out of bed and walked over to the bassinet.

He looked down at me, smiled and said "Good morning baby boy I see you are an early riser !

Well let's get you changed into a clean diaper and into some clean clothes for the day."

He picked me up and took me to the baby changing table that is in their room and changed my diaper, and my clothes.

I have learned that I had no choice in the fact that I would be using a diaper and being dressed in baby clothes.

There was no use fighting it.

And I kinda love the feelings the diaper and baby clothes give me.

I wasn't willing to give up trying to be an adult that I am suppose to be though but for right now I knew I had to just let Fitz and Olivia take care of me for awhile until I can plan another escape.

For the whole day I was either being held in someone's arms or I was in the baby bouncer strapped down and someone was always in the room with me to make sure I wouldn't escape again.

I was really regretting trying to escape the first time.

TIME SKIP

It has been almost a month since my escape attempt.

I was starting to fall into what Fitz and Olivia called my baby headspace, the reason I knew that was because I was starting to call the baby bouncer my bouncer, and the bassinet I was sleeping in was my bassinet and the rest of the baby stuff was my stuff.

I had no desire to escape, I just wanted my Momma and Daddy to take care of me and love me.

Even though I knew I wasn't really deep into my headspace, I was happy where I was, being taken care of like I was supposed to be taken care of.

I had to be a baby yes but at least now I wouldn't have to deal with the stress of being an adult.

I was brought out of my thoughts by Daddy taking me out of my bouncer, and taking me to his and Momma's room.

Once we got there Daddy laid me down on my changing mat and changed my diaper.

Then he put me in my baby PJ's for bed time.

Daddy carried me to Momma where she was waiting for me for a new development in my baby life.

She brought me to her chest, lifted her shirt up and unhooked her bra.

When she did this it brought be out of headspace.

I asked Olivia what was going on, and she told me she was going to breastfeed me so she and I could have a mother and baby bond, so I would know that my Momma gave me food too, just like I knew my Daddy also took care of me in a different way than Momma would.

So after Olivia told me that, I tried to get back into my headspace but I couldn't.

I still tried breastfeeding and I found that it was quite soothing, and before I knew it I was asleep without a care in the world.