Street Dreams✔

18✔

*Edited*

When I landed Ash was waiting for me. I told her everything, she was so sad about it, but angry at the same time. We didn't think this will happen. What if this was his plan? I was far away from him, he can do whatever he want.

When me and Ash were at the hotel, where they were before his performance, I was nervous, angry, sad.

- Wait here, I'm gonna text you when you can come in. – Ash told me in front of Colson's room door.

- Okay. – she went in. At this time, I had every feeling in me. Then I got a text from Ash, and I went in, at first I didn't want to rush into anything.

- H-Hey. What are you doing here? – he asked. He was surprised, but he wasn't happy?!

- Hey. Can we talk?

- Yeah, sure.

We went out, so it was just me and him. I look into his beautiful blue eyes, oh my God, those eyes.

- So...

- So. I saw it. – I said to him.

- Saw what?

- You and your little "girlfriend". – he was in shock. He really thought that I'm not gonna find it out.

- That was not the case at all.

- Honestly I don't care. I hope you didn't said bye for her, because you can go back to her. I will not prevent your love for her.

- Joetta, wait.

- No. I will go back to Cleveland, pack everything and I will move back to my mom. Thank you for everything, but I'm not that kind of girl, who love to live like that.

- Please, don't leave. I need you.

- You should have thought first. Bye Colson.

- Please... - I left him. I loved him, but he didn't appreciate it, so hopefully the other girl will treat him better. I went back to Cleveland, I packed everything and went back to San José. I didn't want to see him again. I thought he liked me, I was wrong.

---1 month later---

I was working in a restaurant as a waitress. Well it wasn't my dream job, but it well paid. I didn't talk to Colson, or anybody. I missed them so much, but I didn't want to go back.

One day I was at the evening shift, when I saw a group of people came to the restaurant, I didn't saw their face, they were so far, but they seemed familiar.

I went to their table, and then I was in shock.

- H-Hi. Um... How can I help you?

- Hey. – he said, and looked into my eyes. I saw sadness in his eyes.

- Oh my God. That's our little girl.

- Hi to you too, Slim. – I laughed. Everybody hugged me and asked me how I am, except one person. Colson. He was just staring at me.

- Well what can I have for you? – I asked theme. They said their order, and I left. I realized I still loved him, but obviously he didn't feel the same.

After their dinner, Rook came to me.

- Hey Rook. How can I help you?

- Hey. Well... You know since you left. – he begin, but I cut him off.

- Rook, I'm sorry, but I'm not going back.

- Wait listen to me. Not because of me, or Slim or Ash. Come back because of Kells. You know, since you left him, he didn't act like before. I mean he still drink, smoke weed, and stuff like that, but we didn't saw him happy, really happy. Like when you guys were together. He needs you, yes sometimes he is an asshole, and do shitty things, but he loves you, he didn't say it, but everybody knows it.

- Thank you Rook, but I don't know, it didn't seemed like he cared about me.

- He tried to hid his feelings, but he loves you, and you know that. Maybe now you looks young to him, but it doesn't count. Because you love him, he loves you.

- I don't know... - he cut me off.

- Please at least, talk to him.

- Okay. – what if Rook was right? What if he really likes me?

What if he loves me?

- Colson. – I called his name. He turned to me. He still looked so hot, his messy hair, his beautiful blue eyes.

- Yeah?

- Can-Can we talk? – honestly I didn't know what I will say.

- Sure.

- Well, I don't know how to start. But I'm sorry for not listening to you, and I was a shitty person. And...

- Don't say that. You're the kindest person I know. I was the shitty person.

- I'm sorry. – I was still mad at him, but god damn, I love him.

- You shouldn't be. I was an asshole, I ruined everything. And I can understand why you hate me, and don't want anything from me anymore.

- I don't hate you. Okay, maybe I'm mad at you, but I never hated you.

- Really?

- Yeah, maybe now this will sound weird, because I moved back, but I miss you guys, and I don't know what to do... - he cut me off. He put his thumb to my lips. He looked into my eyes, then looked to my lips. He put both of his hand to my cheeks, and lean closer. He put his soft, perfect lips to mine. He kissed me slowly. I kissed him back, I put my hand behind his neck, he bite my lip and his tongue entered into my mouth. We kissed for like a minute, when someone behind us cleared his throat. It was Slim.

- So are you guys back again? – he smirked. I hit his arm, and hugged him.

- I missed you guys.

- Good, but please don't kiss me, like you kissed him.

- I won't.

- And I wouldn't let her to do that. She's just mine.

- Now, don't fuck it up, please.

- I won't. - he said while he looked into my eyes. Oh god how much I missed him, his hug, and his kiss.