NOT A FAN

chapter 4

When I finally got out of the building I headed straight to my car.

I am so ready to leave. I'm so over this, I'm so over everything.

I opened the door as quickly as I could, got In and locked the doors.

Ugh..

I dug into my purse searching for my phone so that I could call Maddie and get out of this place.

Luckily for me, I couldn't find it anywhere... (Hint my sarcasm)

It wasn't in my purse, in the car or on the sidewalk.

I've checked everywhere.

Crap.

I began to panic wondering where my phone could possibly be.

I pulled at the roots of my hair in frustration.

The last time I remember having it was in.... Grayson's dressing room

No no no no no no.

I mentally smacked myself in that face. How could I be so stupid?!

I quickly ran back into the building the same way I came in the first time.

I eventually made my way back into Grayson's extremely fancy dressing room and immediately spotted my phone on the counter in the center of the room.

Gosh that was close.

I picked my phone up revealing several notifications from my mom, Maddie and Jake.

"GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY! WE LOVE YOU" I heard who I'm assuming was Grayson and Ethan yell.

I'll just check my messages really quick...

Missed call from Maddie 👑 (9)

Maddie 👑: why aren't you answering my calls!?

Maddie 👑: Emerson?!!

Jake 🏈💪🏽: suffering yet sis?

Momma: you girls okay?

Momma: ????

I stood there leaned up against the counter responding to Maddie, my mom and then Jake.

I was in the middle of texting Jake when I heard a deep voice clear their throat.

I quickly looked up startled at the sudden interruption.

"Back for me so soon?" Grayson teased with a laugh as he lazily leaned against the door frame of the room

"You wish" I said rolling my eyes

"I actually just forgot my phone" I said holding it up or him to see

"Mhm shureee" he said with a laugh as he walked into the room

I couldn't help but laugh at how childish he was.

It was quiet for a moment while we both just smiled at his sarcasm but I quickly snapped out of it and cleared my throat.

"I have to go" I said walking to the door

He seemed really confused at my sudden change in mood, but oh well.

He may be cute, but that's all he's got going for him.

"Emerson..." he said following me out

I turned around crossing my arms
"What" I asked with an eye roll.

"What did I do?" He asked stepping closer to me.

I stepped back.

He literally has no idea, No idea at all

Yet again proving my point... They are completely and utterly oblivious to reality.

"Bye Grayson" I said turning around and leaving.

I'm doing what's best for myself.

I don't want to be one of those girls who is too blinded by these boys good looks and charm that they forget to look for what really matters.

They probably don't even know how to do anything because they have everyone doing it for them.

It doesn't take much for me to tell that these boys are blinded by fame.

They have to exposure to the real world, No idea what reality actually looks like because they have someone protecting their delicate little feelings from it.

They are fake and they always will be to me.