NOT A FAN

chaper 35

        I felt my heart drop to my feet. He's got to be kidding.... right?

How could Grayson not come?

"W-what?" I choked out feeling more confused than anything.

"Uh..Yeah" Ethan spoke, avoiding eye contact as he scratched the back of his neck.

"Why?" I asked furrowing my brows at him.

"He kept saying stuff like 'he can't say goodbye to you'... and 'he doesn't want you to leave'..." Ethan spoke.

"He told me that he wasn't come gunna come like 3 days ago, but I just didn't believe him... it just didn't sound like him to blow you off like that.." He spoke once more.

I nodded trying to understand.

"Thanks for being here Ethan" I spoke after a moment of silence.

"Em. I'd never not say goodbye to you" he said pulling me into a tight hug.

I nodded into his chest feeling a warm tear fall down my cheek.

I can't believe Gray wouldn't even come and say bye....

How could he do that?

What If we never see each other again?

What if all he wanted was a summer fling?

I should've known from the start that it would end like this. Grayson and I were never meant to be. He just wanted me for the summer so he could drop me and move on to another girl.

I'm not famous, I'm just an ordinary girl who thought she was special because a guy like him could care about a girl like me.

I told myself I wouldn't fall for Grayson Dolan... but I did, and now I'm paying for it.

Ethan's pov:

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't just a little bit happy that I'm the one that's here to comfort Emerson right now.

Don't get me wrong, I'd never purposely sabotage their relationship, but Grayson's not coming.

And he's an idiot to let a girl like her go.

I would never do that to her. I would never leave her like he's doing.

I care about Emerson.

I freaking care about her a lot.

A/N: what do you think about Ethan?