*two days until going back to jersey*
Grayson is currently over and helping me pack for jersey.
This is honestly miserable... Watching your boyfriend help you pack so you can leave him.. Not fun.
"Are you sure you wanna leave?" he asked again.
"Gray" I spoke with a sigh.
"I'm serious" he responded while grabbing both my hands and gently pulling me towards him.
"I know you are" I nodded.
I watched him as we stood in silence. The way his messy hair had sprawled over his forehead made me smile.
"I want you. here. with me. I want to see you when you're bursting in happiness and I want you when you feel so sad you can't get out of bed. I want to know who means the world to you, who inspires you and who you never want to speak to again. I want to understand how you think and how you feel. I want so much to be there to love you when you need me and I want you to know that I'll be here no matter what. I want you to know that even when things are hard, I'll always be here wanting you." He spoke after minutes of silence.
My heart was beating so hard i was afraid he could hear it.
How am I leaving this?
"Gray-" I began.
"Don't say anything" he spoke quietly as he pushed a strand of hair behind my ear.
"Just kiss me."
I nodded feeling a single tear run down my cheek.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned in slightly, placing a gentle kiss on his plump lips as I did so.
I pulled away after a moment and smiled at him.
I noticed he was nearly in tears.
"I love you Dolan" I said wiping away a tear that had accidentally escaped his eye.
I have never seen Grayson like this before.... And Honestly, it's the most painful thing in the world to know that you're breaking someone's heart and not being able to help the feeling that you have no other option.
"I love you too" he said.
"And I want you to be happy...Be with your friends and go to a good school. Make your mom and dad proud."
It was quiet.
"I just wanted you to know that...
I promise that I'll always be here waiting for you if you come back."
If.
A/N: sad/short chapter.
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Fanfic"No, I don't want to meet you. I didn't even want to come to this stupid show in the first place. I'm not a fan" {completed} G.B.D
