Lillian Asher is a freshman in college, away from home she is ready to start her life as an adult. With her best friend Laney by her side, she can concur whatever life has to throw at her. Unless of course life throws her 2 boys. Cameron Cole, a tal...
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I am drawn to her, I crave the pure light that radiated through her. I shouldn't have gone back to my classroom that day, I should have gone home, but as fate had other plans for me. I walked into my classroom and there she was. She was upset, her beautiful blue eyes rimmed with red from tears she had shed. The strange feeling in my chest was happening again, a feeling I've never experienced before. That feeling in my chest gave me the sudden urge to console her, and prevent her from ever crying again.
Even in sadness, she was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. The soft sad smile she gave me dusted off the cobwebs that surrounded my empty heart. I should have left her, weeping to her self in my classroom, but instead, I drove her home. I should have stayed in the car, but instead, I followed her inside. I should have squelched any feelings she might have had for me, but instead, I kissed her.I should have left her alone but I didn't.
I spent these two weeks locked within the walls of my home, doing what a monster like me loves the best. In an effort to rid her of my mind and my heart I did what I normally do but instead of forgetting her, I loved her more. The monster in me has finally tasted the light and it refuses to release it. Lily is the essence of light that my dark and demented soul craves. The need I have to kill is so great it consumes me if I'm not careful. The measure I took to rid Lily of my heart took all of my free time and all of my effort. All of those girls, I grab and locked in my basement, only to take their lives, only reminded me how full of life Lily is.
I killed many in hopes to rid myself of this sick infatuation with her, but it only became stronger. I need her, and I will do anything in my power to have her. My normal feeling toward women is the opposite of what the should be. I should love and cherish, even crave them, but I don't. The feelings I have are hatred and a need to kill them, maim them and watch as the life slowly fades from their eyes as they take their last breath.
So why do I want Lily to live? Do I want to kill her, is that what I am feeling for her? No, it's not that, if Lily were to die I think I would die too. She could never be like one of the other girls, she means so much more. The image of her strapped to the chair in the basement like my other victims makes my stomach churn. of course, the monster inside of me likes that image. I don't want to hurt her, I want to take care of her. I must have her, I need to see her blue eyes, the eyes that make me feel human.
I want her to keep the light that shines behind her eyes, the thought of her losing it is enough to ensure that I will never be the one to steal it. If anyone were to try and come between us, I will kill them. I would give her the world, because she is my world now.
