Nararamdaman kong sobra syang nasasaktan.. At pag sobra sobra kang nasasaktan isa lang naman ang ibig sabihin nyan e..
Mahal na mahal mo kasi yung dahilan mo kaya ka nasasaktan...
Totoo ka kasing nagmamahal kaya nahihirapan kang bumitaw..
"Mahal na mahal mo talaga sya ano?..kahit hindi mo sabihin nakikita ko sa mga mata mo kung gaano ka nasasaktan. "
He gritted his teeth not because of anger..but because of the emotions he could not control.
His tears running down his face.
"Ang sakit lang kasi...it's almost 3 years but the pain was still fresh like it was all happened yesterday...I missed her so much...I miss her so bad.... "
He burst into tears.He kneeled down the ground as he cry his heart out. I kneeled too and I hug him. He needs a shoulder to cry on.
I do know how it feels losing someone important to you.
But everything happens for a reason.
And not all reasons are acceptable
Some of it was alright
But most of it was devastating..
It's hard to loose someone when you depend your life to that someone.
Its hard to let go when your heart still not ready to let go..
And its hard to live..when all your reasons to live is gone
But it's a world full of choices.
It's always your decision that matters.
Its always you who will decide.
And it always you who have the control of what you are choosing.
And I can see that he chooses to depend his life to her thats why he can't let go.
Life is unfair.......
Life is like a rollercoaster ride.....
Life is like a gamble.......
What ever life is.......
It's always you that matters.....
Its alway you who control your life...
And will always be you who will decide if you want to be that someone yesterday , to be that someone today or to be that someone better than today and yesterday.
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