Take a chance on me

Chapter 3

A/N:
I'm trying my best para hindi siya maging fast-phase story 😢

Remembering the past part 3
(PAST)I

Alex's POV.

"Hi! I'm Alex de Leon!"

"H-hi I-I'm Louisse Agno. N-nice meeting y-you"

"Heyyy don't be shy. I'm not going to eat you." i said to make the atmosphere light.

I remember those days. When we first met, that time i knew na i need to stay with her, always. Not because i need to but because i want to.

4 years has passed by but our friendship remains still and strong.
We're very clingy towards each other. Wala namang malisya dun e. Kasi we're friends.

But one time i realized i have this feeling na something is wrong.

Whenever she flashed me her genuine and lovely smile I felt butterflies in my stomach. I don't know what the hell is wrong at me. Pero one thing is for sure.

I feel something for Louisse.

I'm still analyzing things. I want to take it and digest it slowly.

Yeah I know myself. After ng painful "heartbreak" ko nung bata ako ay nag iba na yung pananaw ko sa mundo. I have a huge crush on my classmate when i was on my elementary days.

3 CONSECUTIVE YEARS ko siyang naging crush.

But it all changed when he asked me to talk things before we bid our goodbyes. Jack is my bestfriend. Yeah. I know na parang he's so clingy to the other girls and me also. His language. I thought it wasn't real. Until Graduation day nung grade 6 ako.

"Lex! Can i talk to you?" he asked me.

"J! why not! I'll miss you" i answered.

Nagpunta kami sa garden ng school sa pinakalikod ng Classroom namin.

"So what is it?" kahit kinakabahan ay tinanong ko siya sa paraang hindi niya mahahalata ang takot at kaba.

Takot na malaman na maygusto din siya sa akin.
Kaba na baka magtapat na siya sa akin.

Kahit bata pa lang ako ay open minded na ako sa mga ganitong bagay.

Tumingin siya sa akin.

Nagulat ako dahil bigla niya ako niyakap.

"Huluh?! What's wrong? J? Luh? why are you crying?" i asked him while patting his back.

"A-alex" he called my name by sobbing.

Dahil dun nadala na din ako, bigla na lang din ako naiyak.

"What's your problem?" I asked him habang pinupunasan ang sariling luha.

"A-alex..... I-i'm" paputol putol na sabi niya.

Shit?! Ito na ba yun?

"You're what?" i asked him still patting his back.

"I-i'm gay... I'm afraid na baka pag nalaman ni Daddy paalisin niya na ako dito at paitirahin sa States with my grandma at grandpa"

I don't know what to say.

Shookening bes.

Di ko kinaya si crush.

I didn't speak. Napatigil ako sa pagpat ng likod niya. Bigla ko na lang naibagsak ung dalawang kamay ko.