September 3, 2016
Dean woke up smelling smoke. Shit my pizza. Dean immediately got up to see Cas already in the kitchen. He watched Cas snap his fingers and all of a sudden all the smoke and fire were gone.
"Next time you should remember to actually eat the pizza." Castiel sarcastically said.
"Well we kinda got caught up, does your ass hurt?" Dean asked, concerned.
"No? Why should it?"
"Well normally after anal, your ass hurts."
"I'm an angel Dean. I don't feel pain."
"Forgot about that, what time is it?"
"5:28 am."
"Shit thats early. I'm going back to sleep."
"Me too."
"Do angels even need sleep?"
"No, but i like the feeling of being out of this world and yet avoiding going back to heaven."
"I see."
Deans cat jumped onto them as they slept. Dean awoke and said hi to her and fell back asleep. Ellie curled up on their feet. Everything was peaceful. Until deans phone rang out a few hours later. It was Sam. Dean picked up the phone drowsily.
"Heya Sammy," Dean whispered attempting to not wake Cas.
"Hey Dean. Just calling to ask if you lost that bet yet. Or maybe your friend did?" Sam asked.
"Well, actually we both kinda lost um last night. Well I don't know how he feels towards me but I'm in love with that guy."
Castiel had awoken and was confused as to what Dean was saying for a moment. He's in love with me? Like in love? Me? Castiel thought to himself. I guess I'm in love with him too.
"Wait if you lost does that mean you had sex with him?" Sam jokingly asked.
"So what if i did?" Dean replied, knowing he probably made his brother throw up in his mouth a bit.
"Dean, you fucked the guy?" Sam shouted.
"Shhh you'll wake him up." Dean whisper shouted back.
"Wait is he still there?"
"Yes. We had a sleepover. We braided each other's hair and did our nails. We also talked about boys and ate pizza."
"Actually Dean you didn't eat the pizza," Castiel groggily said louder than he wanted to. "Dean burned the pizza and set the apartment on fire."
"Dean you did wha-" Sam was cut off by Dean slamming his flip phone shut as fast as he possibly could.
"Cassy what the hell?" Dean shouted
"I was just telling the truth for you Dean." Castiel was visibly shaken by Deans random outburst of anger towards him.
"I didn't mean to scare you Cassy it's just I don't like my brother being up my ass."
"Well I wouldn't like that either considering I'm the one who wants to be up your ass."
"Cassy," Dean could barely say his name because he was laughing so hard.
Castiel heard his alarm start to play as he started tickling Dean to hear his beautiful laugh. Castiel wondered if Dean knew how much his laugh meant to him. Castiels alarm started getting louder to the point Dean started singing along to it off key.
"Swinging in the rain humming melodies, we're not going anywhere until we freeze, I'm not afraid anymore I'm not afraid. Forever is a long time but I wouldn't mind spending it by your side." Dean sang.
Castiel never wanted to turn off that alarm. He just wanted to listen to Dean sing that to him for the rest of his life. He knew that wouldn't happen though, so he sat up and got out of bed to grab his phone and turn it off.
"YOU SO KNOW ME, PINCH ME GENTLY, I CAN HARDLY BREEeeAATHeeee." Dean was basically screaming along to the song by now. He shut up when Cas turned off the song. Shit, I probably annoyed him. Dean sadly thought.
"IMINLOVEWITHYOUANDINEVERWANTYOUTOLEAVEMEANDINEVERWANTTOLEAVEYOU." Cas blurted.
Dean was incredibly surprised considering the fact that he was annoying Cas not even five minutes ago.
"I'm, ya know, in love with you too." Dean said shyly.
Castiel could feel his cheeks light on fire. He couldn't believe that he was in the same room as this man. Let alone sitting in his arms. Being held by a man with a weird tattoo above his heart. It was like a pentagram that was surrounded by flames. He noticed Dean also had a handprint tattoo on his upper left arm. Castiel so desperately wanted to ask the meanings behind them but tattoos are personal and he didn't want to get on this guys bad side. Dean seemed like the type to shoot first and ask questions later. Or punch your face in and ask questions later expecting you to still answer when all your teeth are broken and your tongue is gone. Castiel got out of bed and got dressed. He put on his signature trench coat that he was embarrassed by how little he washed it. He looked at the clock and noticed it was about lunch time.
Dean got out of bed and assumed he would make Castiel a sandwich and make himself one as well. It was about noon after all.
"So food then take you back to your house?" Dean asked.
"Um sure babe." Castiel shyly replied, nervous about saying babe for the first time.
"Alright."
"I'm gonna pop up to heaven quick you do whatever you do."
"You're going to what?"
"I'm going to go to heaven for a few minutes."
"Didn't realize that was an option. At all."
"It is. I'll see you later. Not by much though."
Castiel then flapped his wings and ascended up to heaven. He wanted to tell his family about his sexuality and who he was with since he didn't want to hide it any longer. Castiel wandered the halls of heaven until he comes to the right one. Joshua. The garden. His family should be there. They get together around this time every Sunday. Castiel nervously entered the garden.
"Um guys?" Castiel shouted out to his family.
"Yeah?" Almost everyone replied in unison.
"I'm gay and I didn't want to tell you because I was scared you would accept me as I am. I'm with this guy named Dean and he is wonderful. You would love him about as much as I do and-"
Castiel was interrupted by Chuck.
"How dare you? It was bad enough that you fell. Now this?" Chuck screamed at Castiel.
"Sir I'm sorry but he is a good guy and my soulmate."
"Castiel, you are banished from heaven. You are no longer an angel in my eyes. You can come back in a few centuries but until then, you don't have your angel perks. You're human."
"Please don't do this Chuck I'll do anything."
"Okay, dump him. Find a girl."
"I can't do that sir."
"Then I guess I will see you in the year 3016. That's when this punishment expires."
"No, please, I'll do any-" Castiel was interrupted by falling from the sky and landing in a park. "Shit."
Dean wondered when Cas would be back. He said a few minutes but it had been hours. Maybe heaven time passed slower than earth time. He didn't know. Dean heard a knock on his door and went to answer it.
"Hello Dean." Castiel, clearly sad, said.
"Cassy, baby, are you okay?" Dean said concerned.
"I'm banned from heaven. Until long after your lifetime. 3016. I can go back in 3016."
"Dude what the hell. Why?"
"Because I told them I was gay. And that I was with you."
"So you came out of the closet at long last and got punished?"
"Essentially yes."
"Babe that sucks. I wish I could-" Dean coughed. "Wish I could help you. My family accepted me right away. Of course, my entire family is Sammy."
"Oh. You're lucky."
"Wait you came out to who?"
"Chuck, who you guys call God, Michael, Lucifer, who you call Satan, Metatron, Raphael, and auntie Amara."
"So you came out to God and Satan and Gods sister? No offense but no wonder they didn't accept you. I mean God is the poster child of hating gays. Have you read the Bible?"
"Dean please don't say that. I just want to be accepted by them. I thought they'd look past it."
"How? It's literally God."
"Goodbye Dean."
Castiel stormed out then walked home. He didn't feel like walking home but he could no longer teleport. He had school tomorrow and all he hoped was that Dean would be in none of his classes. He knew that wasn't probable but he could hope. Even though he loved Dean, he had upset him. It hurt. It was about 11:34 by the time he looked at the clock. It was late. His first class was at 9 am. He didn't need sleep before, but now, he was so tired. He was human. Stuck in a body that wouldn't age but he was human. As soon as his head hit the pillow, he was out.
Dean instantly regretted what he had said. He made Cas mad. Cas probably hated him now. Oh how Dean loved Cas. He could stare into Cas's bright, sky blue eyes all day. He could hold Castiel for days at a time. He loved him with all his heart. Dean looked at the clock 10:49. He had a class at 9am the next morning. He needed his sleep.(A/N)
Poor Cassy. But I had to do that. It's a huge part of the story unfortunately. And yes I know in the show chucks dad was a drunk gay man as he said in one of the episodes but I wanted to make him more of what the Bible portrays and make him homophobic.
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