Just A Game

Day 14

September 14th, 2016

Dean heard the alarm in the room next to him go off. That room was Sams. It was time to get on the road again. Dean slowly got out of bed, careful not to wake Cas. He went to the bathroom feeling that hot burning sensation in his throat again. He kneeled down and vomited. Blood came up too, as normal.
"Dean?" Castiel called for Dean.
Castiel opened the bathroom door and saw Dean throwing up.
"Oh my Dad. Dean are you? Oh dear lord that's blood." Castiel freaked out.
"Cas... go away I don't want... you to see me.... like this." Dean managed to get out between spitting blood into the toilet.
"Dean it's okay. I won't love you any less." Castiel said calmly as he rubbed Deans back. "I'm gonna pack up our things. You take as much time as you need okay?"
"Yup." Dean gagged.
Castiel took all their things out to the car, meeting Sam outside.
"Hey Cas where's Dean?" Sam pondered.
"He's a bit sick right now." Castiel said over the gagging noises coming from the room.
"Is he okay?"
"Yeah it's just his cancer. He is throwing up blood."
"Blood?"
"Yes. I freaked out but I guess it's just him slowly deteriorating."
"Oh. Help me get the cats from your room?"
"Yeah I'll grab Ellie. You get Angel."
Castiel got Ellie and put her in her carrier in the back seat. He went back in the room and sat on the bed waiting for Dean to be done.
Dean wiped his mouth and grabbed some gum from his pocket, tossing it in his mouth. He headed to the car, passing Cas on the way there. He felt Castiel follow close behind.
Castiel hopped in the drivers seat and started up the car listening to it purr. He turned on the radio and Back on the Road Again by REO Speedwagon came on as they pulled back into the highway. He glanced to Dean who was trying to sing along (more of shout along) but he kept coughing until he just stopped trying to sing along to one of his favorite songs. Castiel saw the light leave Deans eyes in that moment. He knew Dean loved being obnoxious by singing off key. It's what he did the first morning they spent together.
Dean saw Castiel start to cry as Dean stopped singing. Dean unsnapped his seat belt and rested his head on Castiels lap. He felt the steering wheel lift from his head as Castiel adjusted it upwards so Dean could rest without it hurting him. Dean heard the cats purring from the back seat as he drifted off into a dream.
"Sammy!" Dean screamed into the blackness. "Sammy where the hell are-"
Dean was cut off by his own gagging. He threw up his lungs. Then his kidneys.
"SAM." Dean desperately screamed out. "SAM I NEED YOU."
Dean began to cough again. This time it was his heart.
"SAMMY TELL CAS I LOVE HIM YOU.. you gotta tell him I love him." Dean quieted down as he realized it was hopeless.
"God, if you care, I'm dying. I'm going to die. I'm miserable." Dean got on his knees. "Please give Cas his wings back along with his grace. Or just heal me yourself. Please. You're the one doing this to me. You're killing me as punishment for your son, not giving a single fuck if he dies with me. Not giving a fuck about those who will be affected by my death. Sammy. Cas. Ellie. Angel. They'll all suffer because you can't accept that men love men sometimes. Please God. Just let me, just let me live..."
"DEAN?" Dean heard Sammy scream his name and wake him from his personal hell.
Dean sat up quickly and slammed his head into a steering wheel.
"Awh what the shit Sammy?"
Sam chuckled. "Dude we're home. Cas brought all the crap in if you'd like to sleep in your bed. But if you wanna sleep in the car that's cool too."
"I was only asleep for 10 minutes how are we home?"
"Dude you were out for 9 hours. But that's okay I'm sure Castiel will appreciate you being awake tonight. Maybe you could play video games or something."
"Video what?"
"Right I forgot you're stuck in the 20th century. See Dean, video games are fun. You can use your imagination to build shit and you can shoot fake guns. I think Cas owns an Xbox one. Cmon."
Sammy lifted his brother out of the impala walking him into the house. Sam had Deans arm around his shoulder to take some of the weight off Deans weak legs. Sam walked Dean to his room and handed him a controller.
"I'll turn it on. I think you would like 7 days to die." Sammy said as he put in the disk. "You get to kill zombies with clubs."
"Fun." Dean said sarcastically as he pet Ellie.
Dean could feel himself getting tired again. It was only 8:37 at night but Dean was so tired all the time lately. It made it worse that he couldn't dream of anything good. All he dreamt of was dying and more dying and then even more dying. It wasn't the best way to spend your dying days, then again, what was?
"Hey Dean I see you've discovered what a gaming console is. Congratulations." Castiel said sarcastically handing Dean a bottle of Jack and for himself, he had a mixed drink of Bacardi and rockstar. He was a girl when it came to drinking. He liked hard stuff as an angel but now that he was drunk off one beer, his tastes had changed. Everything had changed.
"All I know is you held the door and your eyes look like coming home, all I know since yesterday is everything has changed." Castiel cheesily sang to Dean as they started up the game and made a base.
"Really Cas we're gonna sing old Taylor Swift songs now? Fine. Don't you worry your pretty little mind people throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard." Dean sang back.
"I see we have the same guilty pleasure artist. Ours was not my favorite song by her. But nice comeback. But best this. You're the reason for the tear drops on my guitar the only one who's got enough in me to break my heart"
"You're the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do." Dean continued the song.
"You're the time taken up but there'll never be enough and you're all that I need to fall into." Dean and Cas harmonized as they killed zombies.
Castiel fell in love even more. Dean was a very good singer when he tried. And pretty good at killing zombies too.
Dean loved that Castiel would sing love songs to try and make him happy. Dean would be lying if he said it didn't work. It most definitely did. Dean and Cas spent the rest of the night seeing who could remember the most Taylor Swift songs. Eventually, Dean won. Dean assumed that Castiel let him win. But he appreciated it none the less.
Castiel started to notice Dean was falling asleep and his character was almost dead in the game, again.
"Hey Dean? You want me to turn off the contraption?" Castiel asked, mocking Deans lack of knowledge on Xbox.
"Yes please. I'll strip naked and we can have a bit of fun? Please?" Dean pleaded.
"That'd be nice. I'd like that."
Castiel was hard at the thought of dominating Dean again it'd been a while. Castiel shut everything down and hung a sock on the door knob jokingly. He then locked it hoping Sammy wouldn't interrupt their fun. Castiel stripped naked giving Dean a bit of a strip tease. Castiel carefully got on Dean and straddled him, grinding slowly. Castiel teased Dean until...
"Cas please just, just fuck me." Dean whispered between his deep breaths.
"Is that what you want baby?" Castiel asked in a seductive manner.
"Yes Cassy I can't take anymore teasing just put A into B. Please."
"If you," Castiel quickly inserted himself and thrusted hard. "Insist." Castiel finished his statement.
Dean felt a rush of emotion causing him to moan Castiels name louder than he meant to. He clearly saw that made Castiel very hard and horny. He felt Castiel go faster and his dick tense up. Dean kept moaning and Castiel kept getting hornier by the second until...
"Ah Dean yes uh." Castiel moaned as he thrusted.
Dean hearing Castiel moan, then understood why Castiel could get harder from his moans because that one moan made Dean finish into the sheets.
"Thanks Cas I really needed that." Dean sighed in his moment of release.
"No problem Baby." Castiel spoke back as he kissed Deans forehead. "Good night darling I love you. I'm in love with you."
"Good night. I love and am in love with you most."
Castiel got up and unlocked the door and removed the sock shouting a goodnight to Sam. The cats came in before he shut the door. He said goodnight to them too as he got back in bed and cuddled Dean in his arms. He wrapped his legs around Deans and fell asleep.

(A/N)

Y'all my tongue hurts and has a canker sore on it. Life is not lit at the moment. I hope you enjoyed the shitty smut and whatever else I wrote. I can't remember I'm tired and school started in 5 days. Kill me bleh. I'll live. Praying for Texas though I'm sure the hurricane is gone by now but I guess only God knows. I hope it is. Peace(: