Just A Game

Day 27

September 27th, 2016

Sam woke up in Deans arms, remembering last night. Sam really wanted his fix but he knew that wasn't going to happen so he just hugged Dean tightly. He didn't mean for any of this. He didn't try to become a druggie. He just was wearing a drug rug, wrong place, wrong time and before he knew it some girl named Ruby had injected him with some weird liquid. It made him hyper and he liked it so he bought some. It just got worse from there. That's all over now. Deans gonna keep you safe. He cares about you. You can't hurt him again. First the cutting now this? Sam you need to stop. Dean loves you more than you know.
Danneel awoke with two cats on her belly. She stayed really still trying to keep them there but she breathed too deep and they got up. She didn't mind. They weren't shy. They'd come cuddle her later. Danneel looked around at Castiels room. She loved the Metallica poster but she assumed that was Deans. Castiel didn't seem like a metal head. Dean on the other hand, he was. Weird how they're polar opposites but they found each other. Danneel thought. Then again, she'd never had friends like herself. They were all prissy girly girls. Danneel was not a girly girl. She was the poster child of a tomboy. It didn't show because of the foster care making her wear her hair all cutesy for guests interested in adopting. She just wanted to wear a baseball cap with her hair back but no. She had to get her hair all done up for adoption time. Danneel assumed Cas and Dean would have adopted her curled hair or not but she understood.
Castiel woke up soon after he felt the weight from beside him disappear. He looked around and saw Danneel going through miscellaneous things around the room. Jeez she was a curious child. Castiel didn't mind. He had nothing to hide. Wait-
"Dad can I have some of this?" Danneel asked holding what she assumed was a type of juice.
"Uhhhhh no. That's grown up juice. If kids drink it they could die." Castiel lied so she'd stay away from Deans booze. He didn't know why Dean didn't keep that in the fridge.
"Oh. Then I shall put it back."
Dean woke up to Sam itching himself. He didn't like the fact that Sam managed to itch all of his arm skin off. He figured it was better than doing heroine though. Dean got up and headed to Cassys room, after telling Sam to stop itching or put on a long sleeved shirt. He saw Cas telling Danneel to put something back. Shit she found my alcohol. He figured that Cas took care of it. Dean wanted to take Danneel shopping so bad that day. He knew her taste now and he was excited to see what she wanted. He saw Danneel picking through some of his books.
"See any you would like?" Dean asked.
"Well I think i would like them but what's a cancer?" Danneel asked back.
"Something that kills you slowly. It's like a torture really. It drains your energy and you puke blood. It's not fun. Trust me."
"Do you have a cancer?"
"I did. It's gone. A uh friend healed me." Dean said glancing at Cas.
"Wait if you can get cured then why can't everyone else?"
"Cas can I explain you to her?"
"I don't care. I'm going to go talk to Sam." Castiel mumbled as he left.
"Okay. So my baby there, he's an angel."
"Awwwww."
"No he is literally an angel. As in, he has wings, he can fly, he goes to heaven, er used to before he told God he was gay, fuckin idiot."
"He came out to God? Wow. Yeah fuckin idiot."
"Anyways yeah so he lost his powers and wings for a few weeks and I had cancer then Sammy died and made a deal with Death and Death gave Cas his powers back and Cas healed me and Sam and sams addicted to bad shit now and he is quitting so go easy on him alright?"
"Alright. How'd Sammy die?"
"He um slit his wrists."
"Oh. That's sad. Can I go see him?"
"Yeah totally he's downstairs in his room."
"How old is he?"
"He's 16."
"Holy crap is that what I'll be like in 9 years?"
"No. Not if I can help it."
"Alright I'm gonna see Sammy now."
Danneel made her way downstairs and went to where Sam had went last night when Dean got mad at him. Danneel walked in and saw a scratched up shirtless Sammy. She immediately ran up to his bed and stood on it to hug him like a normal person. She noticed Sam flinch and she started to pull away. She was grabbed back in and lifted up by the tall moose.
"I'm so sorry I'm like this right now I swear I'll get better I'm trying so hard." Sam cried.
"Hey it's okay dude I get it want to go to the mall?" Danneel asked very chill.
"Yes. That sounds fun."
Sam felt a tiny hand wipe his tears that he didn't even realize had leaked out. He immediately loved this kid. Like who couldn't? She was so sweet and understanding for a fucking 7 year old. Sam had Danneel and Cas leave since Cas was awkwardly watching that short ordeal. Sam threw on some clothes and grabbed what he would need for a day trip.
"Dean come on." Cas shouted.
"Why?" Dean yelled back.
"Aren't we going shopping?"
"WE ARE GOING FINALLY? YAAAAaaaassss." Dean got quieter as he descended the stairs.
"Dude you're so gay."
"So are you."
"So am I." Sam replied.
"Wait you are all gay?" Danneel questioned.
"Yup." Gabriel answered, randomly appearing. "Heard we were going shopping."
"Uh Danneel this is Gabriel my boyfriend, Gabe this is my niece Danneel."
"Nice to meet you assbutt got any candy?" Danneel asked.
Gabriel was shocked at this child's response. She was so chill with someone randomly appearing in front of her. He picked a few suckers out of his pocket and handed them to her.
"Thanks dude I'll be in the car." Danneel said as she threw on some shoes and left the house.
"Uh Dean, Cas, I gotta talk to my samsquatch alone." Gabriel said.
"Um alright." Dean said, taking Cas out to the car.
Shit he knows. Was all that was going through Sams head.
"Yes I do know. Why would you turn to drugs instead of me? All you had to do was reach out." Gabriel said as he felt tears drip from his eyes.
"I don't know I just needed something and I found something." Sam replied as he wiped Gabriel's tears.
Sam looked into Gabriel's beautiful honey eyes for a good few seconds before he felt Gabriel's lips crash into his.
"It's okay just promise to never do it again." Gabriel demanded.
"I promise." Sam regretted saying that as soon as the words were out. But he was not going to break that promise. "We should go out to the car now."
"I'll meet you there. You go." Gabriel said before disappearing.
Sam put on his converse and went to the impala. He got in the shotgun seat since Cas was in the back with Danneel. He figured Danneel would be just as annoyed with Deans music taste as he was. His mouth hung agape when she started singing along to every track Dean played.
"Might wanna close your mouth Sammy, you might catch flies." Dean chuckled.
"Shut up." Sam told him.
"Bitch."
"Jerk."
"Assbutt." Danneel chimed in to their insulting war.
Castiel laughed at them. They were such idiots but they were his idiots. Castiel saw the sign for the mall in the distance and hyped up Danneel a bit too much but that was okay. Castiel could buy her anything she wanted. Cas hopped out of the impala, going over to open Danneels door but she beat him to it.
"I may not know what cancer is but I know how to open a car door." Danneel sassed.
"Oh hush lil missy. Which store do you want to go to first?" Castiel asked.
"Uh what stores sell black clothes?"
"Well all of them probably but I think you mean all black. So that would be hot topic. If you like hot topic you'll like Spencer's. Other dad and I need to get new eyebrow rings."
"Can I get a piercing?"
"Just your ears."
"Awesome."
Danneel had Cas and Dean lead her to hot topic. They weren't really leading, she was in the middle of them holding their hands while Gabe and Sam held hands behind them. Eventually Danneel was in front of a store that had that dark ambience. She loved it already.
"Alright. We're here. Stay in the store, we will too, if you're lost say Marco, we'll say polo. We are gonna look around too. You can have anything you want. And I mean anything just make sure it fits you if it's clothes." Castiel told the girl.
"Alright dad. Thank you." Danneel squeezed her dad and ran into the store.
Danneel looked at all the things, she was quite amazed at all of the black and alternative things. Danneel spotted a leather jacket with spikes and immediately went over and grabbed one, trying it on. That one was an extra small but it fit her since the clothes were in teen sizes and she was a child. Danneel carried the leather jacket and continued to look around. She grabbed multiple old band tees. And a few pairs of jeans that had spikes and cool patterns that she knew she'd wear. She tried them on in the fitting room and figured out her size. It was the smallest one they had. Danneel went and looked at the piercings thing that they had. There was a lot of cool rings for every piercing. She didn't have any at the moment but since she was getting her ears pierced today she had an employee open the case and grab fake gages and some lip rings that could double as earrings. She took them to the counter so Danneel could keep shopping. Danneel headed to the dresses and picked out a couple with Disney prints that she liked. Next to the dresses were a bunch of funko pops. She picked out a few from her favorite Disney movies and saw a half off back pack. It was shaped like stitch and was fuzzy. She grabbed it, quite excited to head to school now that she thought about it. She grabbed some random stationary things since she started to think of school. She set all her stuff on the check out desk and looked under the desk at all the pins and patches and she grabbed a lot of pins and a few patches. She also grabbed a few mystery boxes since she loved mysteries. She went and found her fathers. They checked out and Danneel was amazed at how much her stuff costed. Even more amazed that Cas could afford it.
"Alright your total is 2,305.83." The cashier told Cas. "Would you like a hot topic rewards card?"
"Yes we would." Cas said handing her his credit card.
"Lucky girl, so spoiled." The cashier delightfully said.
"Well they just adopted me and I don't have clothes yet so like this shits gotta fit me for a few years." Danneel saw the Cashier look shocked. "Oh I mean this stuffs gotta fit me for a few years. Sorry."
Castiel led Dean and Danneel out of the store, seeing Gabe and Sam coming out of some other clothing store. They met up and decided next was Spencer's. Castiel led them to the inappropriate store. He was a bit nervous as to what other people would think of him bringing a literal child into a store that sold dildos. Castiel followed Danneel around this time while Gabe, Sam, and Dean went and explored the store. Castiel watched as Danneel grabbed a bunch of jewelry and a couple coloring books. He watched as she started to head to the back of the store. He laughed at her face when she realized what was back there.
"Yeah baby doll maybe you shouldn't go back there." Castiel chuckled.
"Yeah I got that now." Danneel replied.
Sam walked toward the back of the store knowing exactly what he was gonna buy. He grabbed two double sided dildos since he realized Cas couldn't just grab one in front of Danneel. Sam also wanted one for him and Gabe. He checkout quickly and explained to the cashier his situation so he didn't suspect him of stealing. Sam found Cas and Danneel and followed them around. Danneel grabbed a set of light up speakers and a rainbow lava lamp. Sam went to find Dean and Gabe since Danneel and Cas were checking out. Sam found Gabe and Dean looking at eyebrow rings. Dean quickly checkout shortly after Cas and Danneel.
Danneel was so excited. The next stop was to get her ears pierced. Danneel held Castiel and Deans hands as they made their way to a professional piercing shop. They entered the store and gave their information. Dean went back into the room with Danneel and held her hand as the piercer prepared the needles and earrings. Danneel felt her stomach in her mouth and her heart in her crotch. Everything was everywhere she was so nervous. She squeezed Deans hand and got a squeeze back.
"It's okay baby doll." Dean told her.
"Okay." Danneel said, taking deep breaths.
Dean watched as they got ready to pierce Danneels ears. Eventually everything was properly sterilized and the piercer was putting dots on Danneels ear lobes. Dean heard the piercer tell Danneel to take a deep breathe. She did and Dean heard Danneel say fuck that hurts. Dean earned a strange look for not getting mad at her. They did the other ear the same way and Danneel said son of a bitch that time. Dean saw Danneel look at herself in the mirror. He smiled as Danneel showed him a toothy grin.
"I love it." Danneel whispered.
"I love you." Dean whispered back.
"What's next?"
"Well we gotta pay first but I was thinking journeys. You need some new shoes."
"Okay that seems fun."
Castiel paid the cashier for Danneels piercing. He then exited the store with Dean and Danneel in tow. Sam and Gabe had waited outside of the piercing shop on a bench. Castiel led everybody to journeys. He watched Danneel run in and beeline straight for a pair of Converse that was decorated with hundreds of band names. It said limited edition. Castiel paid for the shoes and they headed to the food court. Castiel bought them all Chinese. Castiel had always loved the molecular makeup of Chinese and he knew Dean loved the flavor as well. He watched everyone devour their food just as he did. They walked to the exit but Danneel spotted a german sheppard in the pet store.
Danneel ran into the pet store immediately asking to see that dog. She had them ring it up hoping Cas would pay for it. And he did. He came in and paid for the dog, also buying all the dog supplies they would possibly need.
Dean saw Cas and Danneel exit the store with a puppy.
"And how is that thing gonna get home?" Dean asked.
"Well in the car with us? Kinda obvious." Castiel sassed back.
"Cas don't you remember what I said? Don't take a joint from a guy named Don, and no dogs in the car."
"He isn't a dog he's a puppy."
"Same thing."
"Dean cmon Danneel wanted him just let her hold him on the way home."
"Fine."
Dean led the group out to the impala. He didn't want to let that dog in his car but he would for Danneel. Dean got in the drivers seat, Sam got in the passenger, Gabriel disappeared, Castiel got in the back with Danneel and the puppy and they were off. Dean was amazed that the dog didn't even bark once. He always thought they were annoying animals. But this one was not annoying. Dean pulled into the driveway and got out, followed by Sam, Cas, and Danneel with her puppy.
"So what's your puppy's name?" Castiel asked Danneel.
"Zeppelin." Danneel answered without missing a beat.
"Interesting name. Is it from Led Zeppelin?" Dean asked.
"Yup." Danneel replied.
"Well let Zeppelin down to go potty. You have to go bed. Take Zeppelin with you to your room okay?"
"Alright."
Danneel put the puppy down and watched it pee awkwardly. Once it was done she picked it up and took it to her room. Danneel changed into pjs, taking note of the multiple bags of clothes she would have to put away tomorrow. She sighed and got into bed where Zeppelin was already sitting. Her parents came in to tell her goodnight and she fell asleep very soon after.
Dean said goodnight to Danneel and headed to bed with Castiel. Dean grabbed Castiel and made him fall over with him onto the bed. He smiled and stripped himself and Cas both down to their boxers. He kissed Cassys forehead and sang him to sleep. Dean finished I Wouldn't Mind by He Is We and fell asleep too with Cassy in his arms.
Sam entered his room and Gabriel appeared.
"So are we gonna use that double ended dildo tonight?" Gabriel joked.
"No. Just cuddles please." Sam replied.
"Fine."
Gabriel stripped to his boxers as Sam did and got into his bed with him. He noticed all of Sams scars for the first time and proceeded to kiss each and every one of them. He noticed Sam was crying by the time he finished. He wiped Sams tears away and cuddled up to him. He fell asleep soon after arranging Sam in front of him, spooning him. Gabriel was so happy like this. Happier than he'd ever been. He felt safer than he'd ever been. He chose to fall asleep for the first time in hundreds of years.

(A/N)
I'm bleeding out of my privates. It's fucking lit. This is the longest chapter so far. My internet is out right now so that's great. Luckily I have service. I'm watching tangled and it's definitely my favorite Disney movie ever. Flynn rider is so similar to Sam and Rupunzel is like Dean. Idk I love it. I'm so sad. One of my cats has a chunk of fur/hair missing. I think a bird pecked him while he was attaching it. I feel so bad for him. I gave him a bath and cleaned his wound and shaved around it. It looks better but idk it looks painful poor baby. I like my job so far. Life's pretty great. Three more chapters then this book is done😢