chance sutton x reader_ FINISHED

chapter 28

I woke up with a tear stained face. I felt awful my baby boys died i felt guilty. It was one of the worse feelings ive ever had.

Chance woke up and rolled over to face my back then he grabbed my body and held me close i cried and went back to sleep.

"Babe we need to get up." chance mumbled.

"I feel horrible its all my falt." i cried rolling over to burie my face into his chest.

"Its not your falt these thing happen all the time. It sucks that it happens." he said bringing me closer.

"Your right we do need to get up but its just gonna be awkward everyone is going to try to be happy but treat me special and i dont like it." i sighed starting to get up to wash my face and get ready.

"It will be fine. We can take lambo to park to get our mind off of things." chance saod grabbing a random shirt of his from the floor.

"That sounds nice." i said putting on a weak fake smile.

We went down stairs and everyones eyes went to us and i let out a little sigh and chance put his arm around me to comfert me.

"Good morning." chance spoke shakely.

Everyone let out a quick "morning." and went back to what ever they were doing. We then to the back door to get lambo. I put his leash on him and we went on our way down the street getting fallowed by fans and them asking where the babys are and that i was only 7 months pregant and my bumb was gone which kinda of annoyed me making me want to break down . when chance herd them talking about the babys he told them to quit fallowing us i could tell he was mad.

When we made it to the park we sat on the bench and threw a ball for lambo that we brought for him.

I herd babys crying behind me so i turned around and saw a single mom struggling with 2 crying twins a boy and a girl. Chance noticed that i was staring and he tried to detract me but didnt work i already had tears falling from my eyes.

"Wanna go home?" he asked.

I nodded and chance yelled for lambo and put him on his leash and we walked home. We made it home and eyes were on me again they didnt mean anything by it they just felt bad and i could understand and i ran into my room and deleted the instagram account i had made for the twins that had the processe of the pregnancy and ulrta sound pictures and the first picture was of the pregnancy the read postive but i decided to keep it for memories. Chance came into the room and knelt down infront of me.

"I know we are going through a horrible thing we lost our kids but we cant just lay around and be depressed." he said grabbing my hand and rubbing them with his thumbs.

"I know i dont want to lay around im just not motivated to do anything and i dont know what to do." i said looking deep into his eyes almost getting lost.

"Well we are going to the gym soon so you can come with us if you want?" i said standing up.

"Yea I'll go just let me get ready." i sighed getting up to put on some gym clothes.

We got into jakes tesla (blood shark) because if would git everyone and we all got hyped on some music which put a actual smile on face watching everyone act like weirdos. I was actually happy for the first time.