fix you || A.I.

chapter fifteen

——— Ashton's POV ———

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ashtonirwin: Thank you. You are what makes me happy and I wish I could talk to more fans but I'm reading all letters I'm given now. I'm going to get better, I promise you. I'm not going to lie anymore, I felt like shit and I will try everything I can now to get better. It's going to take a while but I'm willing to try and get better now.

ashtonsgirl: OMG Alexis gave it to you! I love you so much Ashton and it means the world to me that you read it.
ashtonfuckingirwin: I love you ash, please get better ❤️
lukehemmings: we love you dude.
5sosfangirl593: We will support you at all times. Never lose hope.
calumhood: ❤️
alexisthomas: you can do this. we will all support you through every step.
alexisperf:  @alexisthomas I'm so glad he met you.

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It's weird how things can change so quickly. I still feel like shit but I also feel like I can finally breath again. No more masks and no more hiding. For now atleast. I looked over at the other bed where Alexis was already fast asleep.

She has been so tired the last few days on the road so I'm glad she's sleeping good now. I do have to wake her up though, if I don't we will both be late.

I got out of my own bed and walked over to her slightly shaking her awake. She let out a clearly annoyed grunt and tried to move away from me. I just laughed at her actions.

"If you don't wake up now I'm going to empty a bottle of water above your head." I warned her and she looked at me wide eyed within a few seconds.

"If you would even dare to do that I would advise you to always sleep with an eye open." She said as she looked at me with a glare. Her voice didn't completly came out as she wanted and it was hilarious.

"Just get ready, you got 15minutes." I went to my suitcase and took out my clothes.

"Why the hell do I need to get ready?"

"Luke texted me to wake you up aswell. There's a festival kind of thing going on in the city and they wanted to go to it. Live music, alcohol and a market. So something for everyone." I said as I looked at her, "you can take the bathroom. I'll get changed here."

"Alright." She got out of bed and took some clothes before going into the bathroom. I got changed quickly and sat down on the bed to wait. But ofcourse, the others were here before she was done.

I went to the door when I heard knocking and  opened it to be face to face to everyone.

"She's still getting ready." I opened the door far enough for them to come in and sat back down on my bed.

"I'll be done in a minute but Ashton here decided to wake me up 15min ago." Alexis said in a rushed tone when she came out of the bathroom and saw everyone waiting. She walked over to her side of the room and took out her purse and shoes.

"Luke only texted me 15min ago, I wasn't planning on going in the first place." I said to defend myself

"Okay. We can go." She said before sending me a glare. She went for a light blue dress and it looked cute on her. I'm pretty sure she can pull off almost everything but this looked cute.

"Then let's do this." Calum said excited as he walked over to her. "You look great" he said softly, he hoped nobody would hear but I think everyone did. Calum always makes me want to punch him in the face. He would be no good for her and everyone knows that. He just can't stop trying things even after Luke told him to stop.

"Thanks Cal" she said with a smile. Before opening the door again.

"Let's do this." Luke said excited as he walked to Alexis and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. He seriously just pulled her away from Calum and it was great to watch.

"So when are you going to tell her she looks good?" Crystal said silently when she came to me. We were walking besides eachother a little behind the others.

"Mind your own business." I shortly said, she's a sweet girl but I don't need anyone to tell me what to do. Even though that's the only thing that Alexis does.

"Don't get so offensive. You like her. It's not hard to see as you always tense up when Calum tries something, it's not wrong to like someone."

"Even if I did, it wouldn't matter. Two messed up minds don't go well together."

"She's not that messed up anymore. And mostly, you won't be messed up anymore soon." I said as I looked infront of me. Luke was carrying Alexis on his back while they were both laughing. I want her to feel like that around me. But when we talk she gets serious and I don't think I can ever give her what she needs. "Just don't give up yet." She patted my shoulder before running back to Michael and Calum.

I just stayed in the back for a while untill we reached the elevator. Alexis still had the biggest smile on her face when I got in the elevator. She looked so happy and so free around Luke.

"So first stop, breakfast and then we can go to the market." Luke said excited. Everyone cheered while I just smiled.

When the door opened I could see staff was already sitting at a table. They're always early when they have a day off.

"Eat breakfast or you won't survive today. And another hint, don't drink any alcohol. Your body won't take it well." Alexis said seriously when we went to the buffet.

"Wasn't planning on drinking" I said just to make her happy. She smiled at me before handing me a plate. "Breakfast, the most important meal of the day."

"And still you have skipped it for so long" she said with a grin as she watched me. I sended her a glare before looking at all the food infront of me.

I can do this, right?

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A/N: IM SO FREAKING HAPPY.
I GOT A FIRST PLACE ON MY COMPETITION SUNDAY (horseriding, jumping) AND ITS THE VERY FIRST TIME I WIN SO IM SO FREAKING HAPPY.
AND I ALSO PASSED ENOUGH EXAMS SO I CAN GO TO SECOND YEAR AND THIS IS LITERALLY THE BEST NEWS EVER

i literally started crying when I saw my results this morning.