I'm Bored

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Weird title, I know. Just go with it. Enjoy!

Low key obscessing over Taylor Swift's new video rn. Halp.

(y/n) POV

"Daaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnn!" I groaned, hanging off the edge of the couch.

"Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss!" Dan responded sitting up from his browsing position.

"I'm Boooorrreeeddd!" I complained.

"You want to film with me and Phil?" He asked.

"Sure, what?" I asked sitting up to sit next to him. 

"I don't know I was thinking you could teach us how to dance." He suggested.

I had been known for dancing in high school and I had kept most of my flexibility. I had actual coordination unlike these boys.

This was going to be fun.


"Hello Dan and Phil Games..."

"Dancers!"Phil interrupted Dan.

"Very original." Dan mocked.

"Today, with the assistance of the wonderful (y/n), we will decide who is the best dancer in this."

"DANVSPHIL" They said in unison.

I slid in and waved.

"Hallo peoples! Get ready to jam! Feel free to join in with us!"

"Oh dear god, prepare for death." Dan whined.

I rolled my eyes and turned to face the boys. "First warm ups." I said turning on Taylor Swift Look What You Made Me Do.

"Oh no." Phil groaned.

After warmups they attempted several moves Like splits, pirouettes, pot de boure, batment, and more. (don't know if that's how you spell it).

They stood panting heavily and I did an energetic outro.

"Vote in the comments who is the better dancer! Dan or Phil? Bye" I said waving.

"I got to go see Chris, I will see you later!" I said kissing Dan on the cheek and hugging Phil.

~time skip cuz I sups lazy af~

I knocked on the door to Chris' apartment and he answered smiling at me. 

"Hey ready for movie night?"

I was really excited about this. I hadn't had any brother time in a while.

"Yes!"

We put on a movie and I snuggled under one of Chris' warmest blanket. 

Around halfway through the movie Chris paused and got up to use the bathroom. I pulled out my phone pulling up YouTube.

I clicked on the recent video and scrolled down to the comments.

Of course now Dan's ho is invading the DanandPhilGames channel. Why wouldn't she.

Ouch. That was harsh.

Fame hungry much? Bitch.

Dan with an ugly chick like her? Am I having a nightmare?

Phan is dead because of this girl? really?

Bullshit. This is fake.

Ok now this was too far.

I heard Dan laugh from the video making the pain in my stomach worse.

Was I ruining his career?

I scrolled up to his sub count.

Ouch.

He had lost 600 subscribers and It was uploaded 10 minutes ago. It was only going to get worse.

And it's my fault.

I felt tears well up in my eyes and Chris walked up behind me silently. My head was down my thumb highlighting a comment.

Kill yourself.

"Oh (y/n), please don't blame yourself for this." Chris said sitting down next to me.

"Who's to blame then?" I said not caring that tears were now streaming down my face. I stood up abruptly.

"I'm sorry." I choked and left in a hurry to my apartment.

I flopped onto my bed. I was all out of tears for now. All I felt was guilt.

It's my fault.

Everyone thinks it.

Everyone knows it.

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Dan's POV 

"Dan?" Phil's voice called out through the flat.

"Yeah?"

"Have you talked to (y/n)?" he asked.

"No...why?" I asked, my face flooded with concern.

"Look." he said pointing his laptop towards me.

Kill Yourself

489 likes

Oh god.

"(y/n)." my voice came out weak.

I quickly pulled out my phone opening her contact

(y/n) <3

(y/n)?

no answer

(y/n) please

answer please

I saw the comments.

You know they aren't true.

You know it isn't you.

I need to talk to you in person

I typed frantically.

Please...


Ooooooh what will happen next? Find out and see my inklings! Sorry it is a little rushed and sloppy, but My writer's block is killing me. I just want to get stuff out for you.

Stay Awesome!

~Calymari

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