Dan Howell x Reader | Chris' Sister

Gone

Hello inklings! A little more angst to go! Stay awesome!

Dan's POV

I slumped in my chair my head in my hands as they had been for the past 2 days. 

No sign of (y/n).

After a bit of investigating, I had discovered nothing. No one has seen her in the last 2 days and the worried knot in my stomach hadn't left me alone for a second

I miss her.

Her hugs.

Her laugh.

The thing she does to me.

She's gone.

This was my last chance.

I pulled out my phone scrolling through my social media until I came upon her page. Pictures of us laughing, being happy, being us. The knot grew. I don't think I have ever missed someone so much before. How could she leave without a trace. Just gone.

My phone buzzed, startling me. I supposed it was Phil who couldn't talk to me in real life considering I burst into tear every time I tried to speak. I opened the lock screen to see words I hadn't seen in what felt like forever.

New message from: (Y/n)<3

Dan. I am terribly sorry for what I have done. I have ruin your channel, career, and your life. I apologize. It is hard for me to do this over text, but I know that if I see you in person I won't do it. It has to be done. Ever since we met, we connected, but that only brought you pain. I am sorry to leave you like this, but eventually you will resent me for ruining everything for you. It's best. I can't be the one to ruin your life. I'm sorry. I truly love you, but this is for your own well-being. I have, do and always will love you, but his is what will fix your life. Goodbye love. 

And like that she was gone.

Over text?

Really? She has left me high and dry for 2 whole days thinking she was hurt or even dead to do this? 

Now I'm angry

To: (y/n)

Really?! That's how you want end it? Fine I'll make it easy for you. We are done. Maybe those comments are right.

Oh no. That's not what... I don't...no.

In my fit of anger and hurt, I had just completely ruined any sliver of a chance that I had.

Gone.

Message opened No reply.

Had I really just told her to die like the comments did? Had I?

Yes yes I had.

New message from (y/n)

Fine. You are right. It is my fault I am your burden. I am gone now so just don't worry about it. I won't bother you anymore Dan. Goodbye.

Damn it.

Go on...plead! Type back! I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Why?

To (y/n)

Please no I was just angry I didn't mean it! Where are you? I need you.

No reply.

Gone.

Just...

Gone.