Flademian Monarchy 3: The Two of Us R-13 (COMPLETED)

II

Hindi akalaing magagawa ko iyon sa kanya. Never in my entire life I would thought of hurting him that way. I never even thought I would see him again. Ilang taon kong inakala na wala na, na ako na lang ang magisa sa mundo pero nang makita ko siya sa rooftop na iyon, hindi ko na napigilan pa ang sarili ko.

Para akong sinaniban na kung anong ispirito. I don't know if he was that weak or just didn't fight back. Halos mapatay ko siya sa ginawa ko sa kanya. I know if ever our mother was still alive, she would be very disappointed with me.

Gerard. He was alive and living the life the both of us didn't imagine, even in our wildest dream. He was a duke while me, a retired soldier who plainly lived her life beyond simple.

Nagalit ako hindi dahil sa naiinggit ako sa tinatamasa ng kapatid ko. Nagalit ako dahil inilihim niya sa akin na buhay siya ay maayos ang lagay niya. Whatever his reasons are, he could've told me. Iintindihin ko siya kahit ano pa ang rason niya. But he decided to let me be alone for a long time and for that, I loathed him.

Kaya ba malaki-laking halaga ang dumating sa akin nung mga panahong inakala kong patay na siya? Maybe out of his guilt kaya 'pinamanahan' niya ako ng ganoon. I never touched that money. Pakiramdam ko kasi ay dahil doon kaya nawala sa akin ang kapatid ko. Pero na-guilty lang ako para sa wala.

Gerard married his girlfriend I barely met. Her name was Victoria. Even though it was a brief moment, I knew that girl loved my brother so dearly.

Gerard tried of contacting me, I know. Maybe he wanted to invite me for his wedding. Maybe because he thinks that it a proper thing to do. But I have my ways of hiding from people if wanted to. Sa sama ng loob ko ay nagtago ako sa hotel na inuukupa ko mula ng dumating ako dito sa Flademia.

In my hotel room, I twisted and turn all pero hindi ko rin natiis at pumunta ako sa kasal ng kakambal ko. Of course, I didn't come near them. Ayokong isipin niyang may pakialam pa ako sa kanya.

He looked so happy. I can see just by looking at him that he is very much in love with his wife as well. And I can't let myself but to be happy for, too. Kahit na niloko niya ako sa maraming bagay, I can't, deny that fact that I pretty much still care for my brother.

Dumating ang oras na para akong isang stalker na sinusundam ang kakambal ko kahit saan man siyang pumunta. As expected, he was just do the usual as he used. May mga patterns ang bawat kilos at gawin niya. Because of that, it was easier for me to read his next moves.

Napapadalas siyang pumunta sa London, particulaly in Banqueting House. Madalas niyang dinaladalaw doon ang prinsesa ng Flademia. Si Liane. According from the last time Gerard and I talked, he confessed to me why he went in Flademia in the first place. To find our father.

Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko kung hindi manggigil sa kapatid ko kapag naaalala ko ang mga pangloloko niya sa akin pati narin ang mga bagay na ipinagkait niya kalakip noon.

Kahit na bahagyang gumagaan pa ang pakiramdam ko kapag naaalala ko kung paano ko siya ginulpi noon, walang-wala pa rin iyon kumpara sa sakit na ipinadama sa akin ng kapatid ko. I have no idea that he could be that heartless.

Hanggang sa dumating ang araw na nagmamadaling pumunta si Gerard papuntang London. Isinama niya pa ang asawang niyang si Victoria. I got curious. Of course, I followed them there. Being a duke and duchess, hindi madaling makasunod sa kanila. Palaging may mga nakabuntot sa kanilang mga tauhan.

Good thing, I have this particular set skills that made me do the unimaginable things. On their jet, I have to hide in to the cargo compartment where the luggages were put in. It was nothing, really compared to the training when I joined the SEAL.