El Camino

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Looking back...
I shed too many tears for them
There
I gave my all and no one cared at all
Right there
I shared my dream and gave pieces of me
Yet
I was alone
No one I could call when my chips would fall
Yet
My phone they rang
Asking for mine while telling me I'd never amount to anythang
They would say:
I'm not using you
Just never gonna help you
Not like you need
Just listen and take heed...
There actions tells me...
As long as I give
They will take all they can
I sat silently as they each gave their master plan
I sat so long that boils came upon my skin
My hair was growing thin
There was nothing left I could pretend
There was no lie I could tell
I was chosing to sit in a living hell
This was life
this was living
this was love.....
Who was I kidding
I was dying by choice
Being used
Not knowing my worth
My path
Meant to be walked
Not sitting wondering how I got lost
Regurgitating their thoughts and words of me
What was I gone do
What was I gonna think
When was I gonna move
One change in move from me
Changes my possibilities

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