The Love Experiement

Love Anxiety

i placed them here

far from my heart and mind

yet i awaken with soaked pillows

blood shot eyes

...did i have any sleep last night

i remember dreaming of you

yet leaving it there was what i am suppose to do

i visit it on sunday

only taking with me what i can carry

i want to let go

yet the memory of you says no

i pray on my knees

asking God is it I punishing me

the thought is repeated in my daily thoughts

standing...waiting...

the young lady behind me singing

Bag lady you gon hurt your back...

dragin all dem bags like thaaaat

I swear I’m having an asthma attack

Damn this is for real

stuck at the altar with this seems unreal

im looking around pleading for assistance with my appeal

yet my heart is telling me baby just be still

God knows my fate

Just trust and wait...