my hands ache
im losing weight
im suffering from another heart break
im outta reasons to call
im outta reasons to care at all
i don't know if i wanna love
yet my heart still yearns for this
making me to reminisce
made me feel so high and fly free
maybe I had it for self
and I can only digress to what's now left
im fighting to be
standing in the shadows of possibilities
im trying for peace
im seeking for God
im wanting some joy
im aching to have that hole filled
im yearning to add life to my years
I know there is more to this
God I am begging for joy, love of life, and some sweet bliss
there is more to life than this
More than this pain
More than what was
More than just walking with a shield
So protected no friend can come close again
Did I lose myself
Attempting to build a home on temporary sand
Am I drowning when all it takes is for me to stand
Am I asking too many questions of why and what might have been
When to live is to put one foot forward and dive right in
Knowing that it only takes faith not to sink but to swim
Asking outside myself
When I hold the power of God deep within
The power of life is within my own hands
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The Love Experiement
PoesiaThe Love Experiment Poetry and short stories written from my heart and soul. --- These are my original works. Please notate my name and book if cited. Thanks
