{Who says?}
ship: halsey x reader
genre: fluff
trigger warnings: n/a
word count: 582
other: written because of all the unnecessary hate gabby (matty healy's girlfriend) gets
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I slowly put on my favourite red lipstick and lightly ruffled up my hair. I stared at myself in my phone's camera, trying to find a good angle that made me look good.
I soon gave up, just sighing and throwing my phone on the counter.
Sure, all the makeup in the world wouldn't make me perfect enough for Halsey.
Someone quietly knocked on the door while I was contemplating on whether to throw up on the floor or in the toilet.
I quickly opened the door, while throwing myself beside the porcelain bowl and retching loudly.
"Oh babygirl..." Ashley pulled back my hair and tied it up messily, while rubbing my back.
I continued to throw up, crying rather uglily and choking on my own tears.
(a/n : sorry to interrupt but can someone tell me if uglily is actually a word because I don't feel it is and I'm too lazy to google search)
I gripped the bowl and slowly looked up. The moment had, thankfully, passed and Ashley handed me some tissue to wipe my mouth.
I wiped my face, feeling rather embarrassed and I threw the paper into the toilet. It was stained slightly red from my lipstick and it gently floated in the water.
I stared at it for a moment, wishing to have a simple and peaceful life, before tightly hugging Ashley.
"What's wrong babygirl and please don't say nothing" Ashley said.
I sighed "They don't like me"
"Who don't?"
"Your fans" I said quietly.
Ashley went to say something but fell silent.
She sighed "I told them to be nice"
"People don't like listening Ashley"
Ashley tightened her grip around me, softly pressing her lips to my forehead. "You are perfect okay? They're all just jealous because out of all the fans in the world to fall in love with, I picked you"
I bit my lip "They told me I'm ugly and that you deserve better"
Ashley sighed in frustration and wiped away the tears that were spilling from my eyes again "I'm gonna have a word with them babygirl. That's not right and they're lying. You are the most beautiful person I know and I love you. If anything, you deserve better than me"
"I don't Ashley" I cried even harder "I don't deserve anything"
"Who says?"
"They do! I do! And they're right Ashley" I started to cry big ugly tears again and hyperventilating a little.
I buried my face into my legs and Ashley let go of me, leaving the bathroom, which only made me cry harder because I didn't want her to leave. Why was she leaving? Did she realise that they were right too?
But I was soon calmed a little when she arrived back with her phone in her hand. I looked up at her and saw her phone flash.
I stared, confused. What was she doing?
She typed something into her phone and then, threw it beside mine on the counter before holding out her hand.
"Come on babygirl, we're gonna go downstairs and watch all your favourite movies yeah? I'll even watch Avatar"
I smiled a little, remembering how much she hated it when I made her watch it before.
"I love you" I told her quietly.
She kissed me gently "I love you too"
