-Hello dearies! So not sure if anyone noticed, but up until this point all of my poems where alphabetical order! That is because those were writings I've done for the past several years! Starting with this one. Everything that follows will be brandnew so my posts will no longer be daily-
Is it possible to miss
Something I never had?
To want so bad to hold
A memory that isn't sad.
Is it ok to believe
Tomorrow will be better?
To want to let you know
But can't even write a letter
Truth is; I don't know how to feel
All these thoughts beg me to shout
I look for peace within the darkness
But I can't find my own way out
I tell others it gets better
But it seems it never will
I try to be a fighter
But I want another pill
The broken fix the broken
The blind still lead the blind
And while others seem to move on
I'm still so far behind.
I'm not a martyr or a winner
I don't even know which way to go
It seems I'm only wandering
With my demons all in tow
How do you fix the broken
Please someone give me a clue
So maybe someday I can say
That I know what to do
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