Saving Summer (BTSXBlackPink)

20 - Tell her why did you marry Trevor

The day arrived. Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos nang dahil sa mga kaganapan kahapon. Thanks to Justin's company I get to forget the very thing that hurts me the most. But by the time he dropped me off my room, everything came rushing back to me. All these dramas, these pains, these uncontrollable urges to hurt myself... they're back.

It's really ironic because the only reason why I stopped hurting myself is that I don't want to hurt the people who're the main reason as to why I am hurting myself.

I carried the dress that I was wearing when I heard a knock on my door. I slid my head between the door and its frame to see ate MJ carrying a white box.

"Oh, hi Ate MJ." I cracked a smile.

But she only gave me a disappointed look as she scanned my face.

Itinulak niya 'yung pintuan dahilan para mapaatras ako sa aking kinakatayuan and she made her way to my bed.

"Ay, Dios mio! Hindi ka parin nakahanda, hija?" Inilapag niya ang box sa aking kama at saka niya ito binuksan.

"Tanggalin mo 'yang bistida na suot mo. Dios mio, Santibaniez! Hindi ka pa pala naka make-up!" She gave me my bathrobe as she led me to my bathroom.

Pinagmasdan ko naman ang dress na suot ko sa salamin na nasa loob ng bathroom, ito ang nag iisang dress ko. It's not like I wasn't given any dress by this household it's just because this dress was my mom's wedding gown when she married my father. It is simple and old and has turned a bit yellow but it is still beautiful.

Lumabas ako sa C.R na naka bathrobe lang at nadatnan kong inaayos ni ate MJ ang isang puting dress sa aking kama.

"Kanino po galing 'yan?" Tanong ko.

Napahawak siya sa kaniyang dibdib dahil sa gulat. She just looked at me with her displeasing eyes and stood straight. "Hija, pumunta ka na sa lobby. Andoon 'yung make-up artist ng ate mo. Dios mio. Akala ko pa naman nakapaghanda ka na."

"Anong oras po ba magsisimula 'yung ceremony?"

"There has been a changed of plan," she said in her Spanish accent, "Sabi ng step-mother mo na ngayong umaga na ang kasal para mabilis matapos at maaga daw honeymoon ng ate mo."

Tumango nalang ako. Even though I know na inagahan nila ang kasal because my mom's scared that my sister would change her mind because of Terrence.

Pagkalabas ko ng aking kwarto, bumungad kaagad sa akin si Nick at Yuan na naguusap sa harap ng kanilang kwarto. Nick was wearing a black and white suit and tie habang hawak naman ni Yuan ang black coat niya, exposing his white button-up shirt with its sleeves neatly folded hanggang sa elbow niya. They looked classy and handsome that I almost couldn't look away.

"Mukhang hindi pa tayo ready, ah." Nick teasingly said.

I just smiled at bumaba ako sa hagdan.

"If you're looking for Terrence he's in the lobby," Nick shouted from the second floor.

I just scoffed and acted as if I didn't care. But I felt my pace went faster.

When I reached the lobby, circle tables were properly arranged with green and lavender flowers and cloths scattered all over the place. It was almost beautiful, nasira nga lang ang kagandahan nito nang mapunta ang atensiyon ko sa mga babaeng nagse-selfie sa gitna ng carpet. They were loud and it irritates me.

"Oh, hi Summer." The girl with huge boobs said. Her dress is green, and it exposes most of her cleavage.

"Hi." I dryly replied. I don't know her or any of those girls, what I know is that they'll surely dry up my energy for today if I hang around them.