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"I felt free for once. It was refreshing to only be myself, all the time. I could do whatever I pleased, but not too harmful. I had good morals, I learned good lessons. I didn't wait for anything... I relied on myself, I trusted myself, but there was one thing I lacked... I grew cold. I forgot how to love... I forgot how to feel... It was almost like I was a numb body and my soul was a lifeless being... It was almost like I was never even there at all.

I grew tired of feeling the way I did, so I made a change... I began to step out of my comfort zone. I began doing things for myself. I began to discover more things about myself that I never knew. I built myself back up and became the person who I wanted to be.

I traveled Equestria, I saw the sights, but I still longed for something deeper in my life. I was still missing the love, the support, and everything relating to that...

I could feel once again, but those emotions weren't happening.
So, I made a goal for myself. I wanted to create a single friend... I wanted someone in my life who cared...
The thing was, I didn't really know where to start.
I didn't know how to make friends, or how to even talk to ponies anymore. I was so alone that I forgot who I was and who I had become...

It was toxic not to have someone else in my life. After endless searching for a friend that I thought I could keep, I met Dusk... Then Eclipse... Then Paws...
We became inseparable.
We started a journey together; a journey of endless friendship. And a journey of never giving up..." Lupus finished.

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