VHope Fluffshots

Broken-Hearted

As you smile and hold her waist, I die silently.

You told me I was the only one.

You told me you were mine.

You told me you loved me;

that you'd never break my heart.

Then why are you laughing with your friends in the halls?

Why is your arm around her waist?

Why are you kissing her instead of me?

You used to look at me like that;

like I was the purest thing in this world.

Why do you make me feel so worthless now?

You make me so broken-hearted.

I started taking pills now.

I abuse their power

like you abuse my love.

I'm always high as a kite;

even in school.

Have you noticed?

No.

You're too busy with her

to see what you've done to me.

My broken heart

can't be mended

with pills.

But the pills

make me forget

about my broken heart;

about you.

I feel like shit.

I need a stronger dosage.

Four a day

instead of usual two

when I'm supposed

to only take one.

Maybe I'll be numb longer.

Maybe they'll make me drift away faster

than I already am.

I fainted in the halls today.

You noticed this time;

you caught my limp body

before I could

fall to the ground.

"Help me,"

is what I said to you.

And you took me to the hospital.

That's not what I meant,

stupid.

I meant love me again;

like you used to

before you met

her.

Love me with the

intense love that

you loved me with

before her.

Mend my broken heart

that only you