Misunderstood ✅

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I held on to the railing in the shower as the water poured down my back , covering and soaking all the wounds , scratches and bruises and washing away all the blood

I wished the water washed away all my feelings , thoughts and regrets just like it did the blood heck I wished the water finished me when it had the chance twice even . I got out wrapping myself with the towel it was still dark when I was dressing and Madison seemed to be sound asleep. I took this opportunity to go roam the institution , I figure if I'm going to be here might as well develop a new hobby

I stood in the middle of the institution buildings on either side of me I closed my and fell to floor my head facing the familiar starless sky it seemed after the accident there has been no stars. The sky looked like a dark abyss kind of like my soul

"Don't you just love the starless sky"Paris said startling me I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't realize that she was laying next to me

"Kind of reminds of my soul" She said I was still in shock not because of her startling me but the fact that she was talking actually emitting words from her mouth

"Uhm same here" I said my eyes leaving her face and looking back into the sky

"I guess your wondering why I don't talk"

"Yeah but I mean it's not really my place to ask"

"I....I" she said sitting up straight I follow her actions and placed my hand on knee

"Hey you don't have to really" she nodded and gave me a small smile wiping away the tears that were about to fall

"So you and Leo" she said wriggling her eyebrows

"Okay I'm done here" I said removing my hand from her knee and standing up and dusting off the grass ,"Let's go get some breakfast" It was now light outside, we spent so much outside didn't realize its time to eat

She chuckled and stod up also dusting off the grass "You never answered my question" She said as we were waking down the corridor to the cafeteria

"Because there isn't a me and Leo and they will never be I despise him with a passion more than I despise myself" I said to myself she scratched her head lightly and I realized that some was behind us

I turned my body and I was faced with Madison and her friends and a very unamused Leonardo with his hand folded , gosh I can never keep my big mouth shut can I the others were actually amused by my statement

"Anything else you want to add james" Leonardo said pushing the rest to come into contact with me , we were litreally inches away

"Nope I'm good I got everything out of my system" I said turning on my heel

"You don't think your getting away that easily are you now" He said grabbing my arm

"Leo come one" Shane and Nathan said walking closer to us

"Shut up" he said I jumped

"It's okay" I tilted my head towards Nathan and gave them a reassuring smile

"Don't touch me" I said jerking my hand away from his grip and pushing him in his chest

"What is your problem really , ever since you met me you've had a problem with me what have I ever done to you" I screamed I could feel my face turning red

"Because you act so perfect that's why"

"Perfect really perfect?"

"Yes perfect"

"Really perfect , perfect is not having met your parents , perfect is having nightmares every single night, perfect is being an outcast in your group of friends and your family , perfect is being blamed and prosecuted for your brothers-" I said holding back to what I was about to say I didn't need anymore people looking down on me

"Carry on Nevaeh your brothers what exactly ?" he said an evil smirk appearing from his face

"This is what you want right to break me right well I'm not going to allow you"

"Tell them or I will" he said his smirk fading

"What is he talking about Nevaeh" Ella said

"Non of anyone's business" I said my fist clenched into a ball he wouldnt be even if he did how would he have found out I've never spoken about it to anyone

"Cant you see it" He said leaning against the wall

"See what bro" Nathan scratched his head confused

"The blood-"

"Mr Davies to the detention facility now I will not toletate ill treating of other patients at this institution" Dr Roses voice broke the silence I couldn't believe it every thing happened so fast heck if Dr Rose didn't stop him then he would have exposed me they were the only closes thing I had to actually friends and if they saw me differently I dont know how my time would be here

"Nevaeh" I heard Shane say from behind me

"I don't want to hear it" I said walking past Shane and Nathan and Dr.Rose and Leonardo I went straight to my bedroom and shut the door locking it in the process

I wanted to cry , scream , fight I was so frustrated so annoyed so angry but the emotion I felt the most was rage I didn't know what came over me but all I could see was darkness I threw everything on the floor , smashing the sidelamps and breaking the wooden chairs

I was not okay and what Leonardo did pushed me to the edge and I could feel myself falling