Misunderstood ✅

033

I am learning everyday to allow the space between where I am and where I want to be to inspire me and not terrify me

-@quotes

*2 weeks later*

Things have been going well with Nirvana , he started physiotherapy and has started walking , he can walk small distance but that doesn't matter he can walk and that's all that's important it means he can still go to New York and fulfill his dream and that I didn't do that much harm

My friends have moved out of my Aunt and Uncles house and have moved in with Dr.Rose , I've started going to see her and she comes to see me , although they are in a different house that is outside the town it doesn't stop us from visiting each other

"I don't know Nirvana it just happened" I pouted

"I find that hard to believe" He laughed holding his stomach

"Well jokes on you I have proof in the form of picture's" I said waving around a picture I was holding

"Okay okay I believe you" He said wiping his tears "I still can't believe this" He said again laughing taking the picture in his hands

"Oh whatever" I rolled my eyes and folded my arms

"Anyway when was the last time you went out with your friends"

"I don't know a week ago" I shifted in on the hospital bed as I was sitting by Nirvana's feet

"And by went out with your friends I mean not go for an appointment by Dr.Rose and then have a conversation with them when you see them" He said helping me pack the pictures back into the box

"Okay fine it's been awhile then" I shrugged

"I want to meet them" He said without hesitating

"No" I said bluntly

"Why ?" He said his eyebrows lifting

"Because I said so okay" I snapped a bit but then regained my cool quickly

"You do realise we're twins meaning we're the same twins therefore when I say something don't brush it off like I'm a child" He said folding his arm , I didn't miss this side of Nevaeh he always does this knowing very well I'll give in

"Okay fine I'm sorry I just"

"Just ?" He asked , "Scared that they might see me like this" He said his face emotionless

"No.....it's just I'm scared okay" I shrugged again not looking up to see him

"Scared that ?"

"That you won't feel comfortable around them" I said looking at him then back at my hands

"Do you feel comfortable around them ?"

"I do but-"

"Then I'll feel comfortable around them" He interrupted , he held my chin then lifted it up so I was facing him "We're almost the same person so whomever you like I'll like and visa versa and plus I like seeing you happy it makes me happy"

"How am I supposed to say no to that" I laughed

"Your not supposed to" He said following me in laughter

"Veah ?" He said playing with the hospital blanket

"Mhm ?"

"Seems like everyone has passed to see me Aunt Beth and Uncle Thomas , Mma and Pa , Brian and Edward and even some other family members that I don't remember the names of but Mom and Dad haven't even visited once"