Misunderstood ✅

044

Neveah's P.O.V.

I sat in the dark watching the curtains dance within the wind , I'm back where I started sad and confused

"Hey weirdo can I come in" Nirvana said opening the door peeping through the small space

"Hey uhm yeah" I said turning my head to the side

"Why are you still awake ?" He said sitting besides me

I sighed placing my head on his shoulder ,"Nightmare ?" He said and I shook my head

"I wish"

"Are you upset that Leonardo's leaving ?" He said and I raised my head to look at him

"You knew ?" I questioned

He scratched the back of his head nodding ,"Uhm yeah"

"And you never told me"

"It was not my place to tell" He shrugged

"Great so everyone knew except me" I lifted up my arms in the air dramatically

"It's really not a big deal"

"I kissed him Nirvana if I knew they were going I wouldn't have because now I'm lost I'm falling , almost to the bottom and I know that I'm going to hit the ground hard and I can't risk that not again"
I said panting

"You fell for him didn't you" He sighed

I scoffed rolling my eyes and looking away from Nirvana but his gaze was strong ,"Yeah I did" I sighed

"This is why they didn't tell you , not because they don't care for you but because they knew you didn't need this"

"I'm the bad guy aren't I"

"Your not the bad guy" He said standing up and giving me a hug , "If anything you're the good guy with a good heart"

"Doesn't feel like that though" I sighed against his chest

"Hey kiddo don't beat yourself up" He said looking down at me

"Kiddo boy we're twins we are the same age" I looked up at Nirvana laughing

"So what now ?" He asked pulling away from the hug

"I don't know but all I know is that I cant face him not after everything"

"If you don't face him then how will you stop falling" "You need to let your guard down so you can live , I see the way you are when you are with him you and you cant loose that over a foolish argument , okay remember that Goodnight" He said kissing the top of my bed and walking out my room leaving me in the darkness with all my thoughts

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I didn't get any sleep the thought of Leonardo leaving kept eating away on mind and I had this terrible feeling in stomach , I know I was wrong for lashing out on him but I still believe he should have told me because realistically speaking I would have digusted it earlier and not have exaggerated about it as much I did

"Good morning Veah" Aunt Beth said walking in and sitting my the edge

"Morning" I said taking my head from out of the covers to see her

"Today's the day" She said placing her hand on my leg

"Yeah" I sighed pulling up the covers to hide my face

"Do you regret anything ?"

"Yes alot"

"I don't"

"I mean it's unfortunate that you and Nirvana got hurt and you got sent to the institution but then you made friends Veah you found yourself and for the first time you met your parents"