Misunderstood ✅

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May angels lead you in - Jimmy Eat World

I layed on the bed staring up at the ceiling I haven't left the room since Tuesday and today is Friday I haven't seen anyone expect for Madison. They've brought me food but everything I eat just comes out so all I've been having is youghurt and water

I stood up and went to the mirror near the bathroom I've lost weight and my skin is looking pale and unhealthy I sighed Nirvana would have been in tears if he saw me like this

"Hey" Madison said softly as she entered the bedroom with some yoghurt and water

"Hey" I said looking away from the mirror I walked to my bed and sat on the edge she handed me my food and I placed it on my desk

"Nevaeh I need to tell you something"

"What?" I said turning my body so I was facing Madison

"Your...." she said shaking her head "Dr.Rose is waiting for you down at her office said it's important"

"Oh" I said I could sense something was wrong

"You okay seems like your about to cry"she placed her fist on her mouth and shook her head

"I'm good I just"she rushed to me as soon as I stood up and hugged me

"Okay yep something is wrong" I said pushing her back to look at her it seemed like she was crying

"Let's take you Dr.Rose okay" she nodded her head and dragged me to Dr.Rose's office . When we got there Madison to be even worse , she knocked on the door and opened  it slightly revealing the two of the people I least expected

"Nevaeh" Aunt beth breathed putting her hand on her mouth , tears were falling down her cheeks and Uncle Thomas just sat there looking distraught

Uncle stood up taking careful steps towards me as if I was dangerous he touched my cheek and then pulled me into a hug I don't know what came over but the tears fell yet again soaking his shirt

"Shh" he whispered "Your coming home and this time I'm not letting you go"

"I'm not going there Uncle Thomas they hate me" I said folding my arms shaking my head furiously

"To hell with them Nirvana needs you we need you" He said taking both my hands ,"Let's go Achelios" he said his eyes full of sadness and regret

"Okay" I whispered "Let me go pack my things"

"Actually I already packed them" Madison said

"You knew" I said and she nodded I could tell she was scared of what I was about to say and so I kept quiet and nodded my head I didn't want to leave knowing Madison is scared or angry at me

We walked out of Dr.Roses office nobody saying a word

"Can I meet you at the car I just want to do a few things before I leave" I said turning around to familar faces , Aunt Beth hugged me then smiled a gesture meaning taking your time

I walked out the main building with Madison following closely behind me , each building had a different memory both bad and good. In this institution I've been broken , healed , hurt , happy , sad and freed

And that's when I saw them my friends ; Shane , Ella , Paris , Nathan and even Leonardo

One by one they all have me a hug except for Leonardo , we stood there watching each other our  friends stood close

I wanted to say something but nothing came out so I rolled my eye's and walked away I heard him scoff and walk away , I'm just glad that he didn't say anything but he didn't need to he said everything he needed that day I hate him so much

The goodbyes were said as I entered the car a wave goodbye to the place were I actually felt safe and somewhat myself

Leonardo's P.O.V.

I made a good decision by walking away I knew if I stayed I would have said and done something I would regret. Good riddance to bad rubbish right but why do I have a knot in my stomach and this huge whole in my heart

I went straight the one place where that brought me happiness. Stopping in my tracks I looked around everything was the same yet something was missing it seemed like somehow the view had gotten duller and the waves had stopped crashing the waves were just still . What was going on ?

Nevaeh's P.O.V.

I watched as the scenery changed I could sense I was getting close and it made my heart beat fast , the "Welcome to Woodbridge" sign appeared and immediately I lost it , seeing the different news vans and reporters around the town just made me feel uneasy yet again I was the talk of the town

We finally arrived home but what seemed like home seemed like a cold place that I once knew , walking up the familiar stairs seeing all the pictures of when we used to be a family made me realise how much I messed this family up

With my head up I quickly passed Nirvana's room and went straight to mine quickly closing it behind me. I looked around my eye catching a cap from the corner of the room I walked to it and picked it up , I remember wearing it the day of the accident and all the events of that day flashed through my mind I could feel everything from the impact of whatever crashed into us to the electricity that traveled through my body when they tried resuscitate me , I looked down at the cap there was still shards of glass in it and bits of blood spattered across it

I threw it back where I found it and headed straight to bed I can't handle everything here its all too much for me