"You shouldn't be driving in a such an intoxicated state heck why are you even intoxicated you don't even drink" I yelled at Nirvana in the driver's seat who was currently annoyed by the scene I was causing
"Iam I'm theeeee eldest " he said his speech slurring
"Just move over I'll drive" I sighed I know better than to agrue with someone who is under the influence . He sighed in defeat and went to the passengers seat
On the way home he kept on mumbling swearwords under his breath
"You know I'm sick of this town" he said hitting his fists on the dash board
"You and me both but we're done with high school and next year your going to New York" I remained as calm as possible even though he was scaring me
"You should come with me I can't leave you in this town with these people Veah"
"Your not leaving me behind you'll always have me in your heart"I placed my hand on his chest
"What are you afraid of ?"he pushed away my hand
"Nothing I just rather be here" I shrugged knowing damn well I was lying
"Bullshit Nevaeh we've dreamt about leaving this town since forever and now that we have a chance your trying to find every way to get out"
"Well at the end of the day Nirvana it's my choice not ours"
"Your a coward and a hypocrite"
"It's okay I know you don't mean it your drunk"His words hurt me
"Not that drunk Nevaeh and your coming with me to New York"
"Like hell I am"I rollled my eyes he was testing my patience
"Your coming with me and that's final"He screamed grabbing the driving wheel
And in quick second we got hit and were spiraling down into the water
I jumped up from my bed landing head first on the floor I hate this I shouldn't be here , I wiped my sweaty forehead and stood up in the darkness I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep here tonight no matter how much I tried so I headed down stairs to the backyard , it hasn't changed much Nirvana and I's treehouse was still there as well as the tree swing , it seemed everywhere I turned Nirvana would somehow be there"She hates me Thomas I shouldn't have took her there" Aunt Beth's voice quietly said from above me
"She doesn't hate you Beth you know how much Nevaeh adores you she's just going through alot''
"I'm scared that things will never be the around here"
"Maybe not now but later things will be okay I know it" Uncle Thomas said and it went quiet, a few minutes the lights went off and it wad quiet and dark
Coming here was one of the biggest mistakes I've made and I've made quite a few . I shouldn't have gave in because I know Nirvana is not going to see the same after this whole accident
Leonardo's P.O.V.
I laid on my back in the dark facing the celing my life is and will always be a mess and I'm used to it now but sometimes it gets frustrating , I sighed reaching for the flower on my desk I placed it on my chest under my nose I lifted it over my face and examined it in the moonlight
I remember how Nevaeh held on to the flower how her face lit up as if it reminded her of something special but I also remember how she dropped it her facial features tensing up it was if it burnt her hand or reminded her of a darkness , since she broke it half and crushed the petals it took me awhile to fix if up.
She was truly one of a kind and I kind of regret not getting to know her better but I couldn't help it she's the one person who lights me up but non of that matters now does it I'm never going to see her again and even if I do see her I'm pretty sure that she doesn't and wouldn't want to see me I mean I was pretty horrible towards her and honestly nobody deserves such treatment
"Leonardo bro its me Shane"Shane said knocking on the door , "Please Leo" he pleaded , I sighed in defeat and got up to open the door
"What?"
"Thought you were asleep" he said scratching the back of his head nervously
"If I was asleep I wouldn't have opened the door now would I"
He chuckled nervously "Yeah I-''
"-Exactly why are you here Shane" I cut him off leaving him suprised
"Fine I was just trying to make small talk but since your way to full of yourself I came to tell you that Madison is planning an outing for us"
''An outing really" I said bursting in laughter "Dude I dont you've noticed but we're in a metal institution meaning we have no right to be planning outings this isn't school or whatever" I said getting annoyed with Shane
"You really need to work on that tone"
"And you better watch who you talking to"
"Oh I know who I'm talking to I'm talking to a coward , a loser a narcissistic asshole who has no filter what so ever who thinks they're greater than the rest of the world will you better get off that high horse you're riding because I'm sick of you everyone here is sick of you even Nevaeh , she can't stand you" I listened to everything he said I honestly didn't care but when he mentioned Nevaeh's name I lost it and in one quick motion I punched him across the face then slammed the door in his face locking it behind me
To think me and Shane used to friends almost brother's and now just the thought of him sickens me , I can't really say I remember the day where him and I fell out but ever since that day we've just become enemies
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Misunderstood ✅
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