Misunderstood ✅

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I sat in the car with the girls laughing and talking they seemed to make all my troubles and thoughts simmer away , we drived for almost an hour but we finally arrived at this driveway with tress on either side and the lights on every branch. We went down the driveway and at the end of the driveway was this building it was decapitated but it was beautiful , beautiful not because of the lights but because of how it was built it seemed as if each brick had a story but all of them combined told a story about the building

"It's beautiful" I gasped as I touched the brick

"It's your Uncle's new project" Aunt Beth touching my shoulder , my Uncle Thomas was an Architecture and he liked restoring old buildings

"I love it" I smiled turning around

"Let's go inside okay" Aunt Beth said and we followed her in the building

When we got in I was amazed , inside the building was complety destroyed and the room was slowly falling apart but there in the middle of the building was a tree and the mystical theme just brought everything together

"Woah" Paris said from behind me

"Food" Ella screeched running towards the food I chuckled a bit and went to go sit down by our table while the other's danced and mingled

"Hello miss I saw you from across the room and I was absolutely blown away by your beauty and I was wondering if I could have this dance" A voice sounding like Leonardo's said

I turned around to face Leonardo with his hand out and his body slightly bent , "I would love to" I said standing up and holding his hand , we walked to the dance floor and I placed my other hand on his shoulder and he placed his other hand on my hip

We swayed to the music laughing making jokes , "I'm sorry Leo but can I dance with my sister" Nirvana said from behind Leonardo

"Don't let go" I said looking up at Leonardo gripping on to his shoulder , "I'll never let you go but you need to speak to your brother" He said kissing the top of my head and letting go of my hand , I sighed as he pulled away from me and pushed me towards Nirvana

"You are beautiful" Nirvana said giving me a small smile , he looked so handsome although he still had that beard he looked okay and healthy , he was wearing an all black suit and was holding/ leaning against an also black walking stick

"You don't look that bad yourself" I said giving him a small smile

"Can I speak to you outside" He said scratching the back of his head

"Lead the way" I said walking close to him so that if something were to happen I would close to him , we walked out the back until we were in like a park and the lights were there in the background

"Neveah" Nirvana said as I sat down on a bench

"Sit down Nirvana" I said as I played with my fingers

"I need to get this off my chest before anything" He shook his head

"Vana" I whispered

"I'm sorry Nevaeh so very very sorry I don't know what was going through my mind I shouldn't have believed the tabloids.....I..I should have believed my sister , my twin , my other half and I was stupid not to do this I know this shouldn't be a valid reason for what I did but I was scared...after I read that I questioned everything and I just felt alone and weak an..and useless so instead of asking you I lashed out and I'm sorry I'm so sorry" He said tearing up

I stood up folding my arms also tearing up , "You really hurt me Nirvana alot but this is a good enough time to tell you what happened" I said sniffing

"You really don't have to Veah" He said stepping foward

"I don't have to but I need to...for me to heal and for you to forgive me" I said sitting back down again

"We went to a party I didn't necessarily want to go but you convinced me to and it was fun until I heard a glass scattering I rushed to the kitchen because I had a feeling it was you and I guess I was right" I sighed and he sat down next to me ,"You were drunk and that for me was a red flag because you never drank ever , we argued until we reached the car and even in the car we continued arguing"

"About what ?" He said softly looking down

"Remember I told you about New York" I said and he nodded his head

"We were supposed to go together but I was planning on staying behind I was wrong so wrong I should have told you I was scared of leaving but instead I looked out for my own selfish needs uhm anyway while we were arguing you...I lost control of the steering wheel and something hit us and we crashed into the water" I said my eyes closed and hands shaking reliving that night

"Your coming with me and that's final" He whispered  searching my eyes , my heart beated faster as that was the last thing he said when we crashed

"I remember" He whispered a tear fell from his face ,"I could have killed you" He said cupping my cheeks

"But you didn't all that matters is that I remember"

"I remember I remember everything" He laughed and I followed wiping his tears away

"I love you Neveah"

"I love you Nirvana" I said standing up and giving him a long hug , in the distance there was music and soft laughter

"Can I have this dance" Nirvana said pulling back from the hug"

"What about your walking stick" I said

"Somethings are more important than others" He smiled taking my hands in his and started spinning and spinning we used to do this as kids this was our way of dancing and the fact that he did that made me realise that he actually did remember , after we danced and talked we went back to the party and had fun

This was all I wanted a happy relationship with my twin brother just like we did before.