Misunderstood ✅

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In life we can only handle so much pain , they are different types of pain ; pain from getting hurt , pain from losing a loved one , pain from a heartbreak and pain from pain. We can't forget about pain its all over it's even in our reflections that's just how pain dominates us . Pain is nothing more than a plaque that feeds off our thoughts , emotions and feelings.

I carefully took the piece of glass between my fingers and moved it to Madison's hair she flinched and closed her eyes . I took a piece of hair and started cutting her hair with the sharp glass. I could tell she was upset about her hair because of the she acted when hair starting falling everywhere but unfortunately theres nothing to do but to fix it. After leveling her hair I placed the piece of glass on the basin and handed her a piece of broken mirror so she could see herself . She sighed then turned around to hug me she pulled back and she had tears in her eyes I think the sight of that actually made me feel something I actually felt sadness

"Thank you really" I nodded my head and went to the bedroom to go clean up the mess

After hours of getting cut and bruised the bedroom and bathroom was clean ish , after placing all broken items in a plastic I put it in the dustbin and sat on the bed , "I'm going to show the girls my new haircut will you be fine walking alone to the cafeteria" I nodded my head and she was gone

I got up and started my journey to the cafeteria closing the door behind me , it was a hot night yet there was a bit of wind , as I was turned the corner I was met with a dark figure leaning on the wall

"James" the figure said walking in front of me revealing itself as Leonardo

"You really like attention don't you" I said pushing past him and continuing my path

"Says the person who acted like a hero this afternoon" Okay hold on he did not

"You know if I wanted to listen to shit I would've gone to bathroom" I said stopping in my tracks I wasn't facing him but I could tell he was getting annoyed which means one thing I would be pinned to a wall or he would punch or throw something

"Mmmmm James you have a potty mouth" he said his voice calm as waves crashing I for one was actually suprised so I turned around to see whether he was actually angry or not and to my surprise he was neutral nether angry nor well extra angry as his usual self

"Whatever" I said rolling my eyes and folding my arms

"Tell me how does your brain look like I mean with the many times you've been rolling you eye's I'm pretty sure you've seen it" He said smirking showing of his some what perfect smile

"Goodbye Leonardo" I said storming off I honestly don't know why I entertained him so long his so frustrating and so annoying as soon as I saw the light and heared the noise I could tell I was already by the cafeteria

As I entered the first doors to the cafeteria I felt strong grip on my arm and immediately I lost it , "Fuck off Leonardo" I screamed jerking my arm then turning around to face a surprised Shane

"I'm sorry I thought you were-"

"-Leonardo" he said interrupted me

"Yeah look I didn't mean it" I felt so ashamed poor Shane I could imagine how he must of felt when he got sweared at out of the blue

"Hey don't beat yourself up it's cool" He said brushing my shoulder I looked at his hand and he immediately removed it brushing the back of his head nervously

"Let's go eat" I said grabbing the string on his sweater , as soon as he started following me I let go of the string and entered the cafeteria and as per usual all eyes on me

I walked to the table where I had sat the last time the others seemed deep in their conversations so much so they didn't even realize that me and Shane had sat down

"I have to say Nevaeh you did Madison a justice" Nathan joked and Madison punched him

"I'm joking jeez but seriously she looks beautiful" He smiled side hugging her

Wow must be great to have friends who are like that. I remember my friends they were so self centered and the only thing they cared about was fashion , gossip and boys and as weird as it I was never like them which surprised alot of people , there was so many times where I wanted to leave them but I had grew up with them and they were the only people besides Nirvana who understood me. Despite they many flaws they had perfections

But the problem was they weren't who I thought they were.....so called friends , dropped me as soon as they heard about the accident didn't even hear my side of the story

One things certain I don't want to see them ever again...