Misunderstood ✅

027

Yesterday - I was the moom
Today - Just an eclipse
Something in me travels ; some days it's to the dark some days it's to the light

-Noor Unnahar

Nevaeh's P.O.V

I woke up my head feeling heavy and my forehead covered in sweat , even though they found Nirvana and his safe in hospital I cant shake this guilt off . I feel responsible for the pain his induring and all the pain he will indure I'm such a bad person it's not even funny

I sat up properly and tied up my hair , Ella and Paris who shared a bed were sound asleep and Madison wasn't in the room I stretched my hand to her side and it was cold meaning she's been awake for a while now I got out the bed and went out of the room and headed to where we were sitting yesterday night , thankfully we had cleaned up after our mess so it wasn't messy I peared through the corner and saw Leonardo and Madison out on the balcony

I shook my head and turned around I'm not going to listen to their conversation

"-Nevaeh"

"I'll see what I can do but we cannot keep stalling Leo were running out of time and to be honestly I don't know how much she can take its not fair on us and it's definitely not fair on her"

"You think this isn't hard on me"

"I never said that Leo" She "You see thats your problem all you hear in your mind is me me me me well it's not about you this time its about Nevaeh I cant stand to see her any more hurt than she already is she's my best friend and I can't let her down not again"

"Everything okay ?" I said walking into the balcony

"Nevaeh" Madison said jumping turning around quickly , she looked at Leonardo then back at me

"How much of our conversation did you hear" Leonardo said folding his arms

"Not enough because I'm still a bit confused" I said shoving my hands in my pockets

"Good now both of you get ready I'll wake up the rest we're leaving in 10" he said leaving me and Madison out on the balcony

"Great his back" I rolled my eyes and walked away from Madison I feel like if I see her or talk to her I might get angry or even ask her what they were talking about and I don't want to find myself in such a situation

I made the bed and fixed up the room , bathed wearing a jean and a black shirt . I walked out of the room and found everyone not there I walked down the stairs and saw Leonardo at the reception speaking with the lady over the corner

"Took you long enough" He said rolling his eyes and placing something at the back of his pocket , "When I said we're leaving in 10 I meant it" he said pushing the front door open

"I'd really appreciate if you don't talk to me like that you might be doing or planning something for me and I appreciate that but don't take your anger and frustration on everybody else okay" I smiled subtly and turned on my heel and walking down the rest of the stairs

"I see you haven't changed little miss perfect always wanting things to go your way" He said angrily

"I'm not going to have this argument with you Leonardo so stop pushing me" I said not wanting to listen to him

"No we are having this argument what is with you exactly" He said grabbing my arm and turning me around

"Me ? Really Leonardo I didn't do anything stop blaming everyone else for your issues and man up and take some responsibility" I said taking deep breathes ,"Look I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that I didnt mean it" I shook my head slowly

"Whatever" he said brushing past me and walking straight to the car , the way he said it was so cold but yet so fill of emotion his eyes quickly changed into a cloudy blue and for the first time while having an argue with him I felt sorry and so bad which is odd because this has hardly never happened

"Leonardo" I said before he reached the car

"Nevaeh" he sighed entering the drivers seat , thankfully Shane was sitting in the passengers seat not that , that combination was ever good . I went into the back and starred out into the window it wasn't light outside and it wasn't dark outside

"Are you okay ?" Ella said placing her hand on my shoulder

"Yeah I'm okay I'm okay" I said trying to convince myself that I was , she sighed and removed her hand from my shoulder

We drove for what seemed like hours in the car there was alot of tension so nobody spoke , the only thing you could hear was the sound that was emitted when the tire hit the road and the soft whispers of the radio

When the sun rose we stopped at a diner at the side of the road and decided to get something to eat , it was still awkward after we sat down and ordered some food

"Okay I'm going to lose my mind what's with the tension" Nathan said placing both his hands in his hair and then pulling them out

"Nathan is right what's going on"' Shane said and Ella nodded while Paris shrugged

I looked at Madison and she looked away sighing , "Beats me" I said folding arms

"I'm sorry Leo but I can't do this anymore" Madison said looking at Leonardo then back at me , "We were planning on taking you to New York I don't know how but we know how much you've always wanted to go"

"Take me home" I said looking away from them

"Nevaeh" Shane said placing his hand on my shoulder

"Look as much as I would love to go I can't I promised Nirvana that we would both go there together and I can't leave without him" I said I could feel the tears starting to form but I was holding them back I got up pushing in my chair

"And if he doesn't remember you then you would have just wasted an opportunity of a lifetime right"

"He will remember me"

"Yeah only that your the one that got him in a coma and that your the one the got him paralyzed" He said , I grabbed my cold drink and poured it on him

"I'm tried putting up with your shit Leonardo what is your problem what have I done to you ever since I walked through that cafeteria door you've always had a problem with me why tell me why" I could feel my voice rising and everyone looking at us

"Leonardo and Nevaeh that's enough Leonardo apologize now" Shane said

"No Shane we need let this happen so that we can get to the core of he problem" Madison said

"That's bull we all know Leonardo is the problem" Ella said

"Stop it all of you" I said slamming my hands on the table "Now I asked you a question Leo-"

"-My problem with you is that your too perfect you act like nothing bad has happened in your life I have a problem that you always try to help even when your not needed I have a problem that you remind me so much of myself and that freaks me out because anything associated with me never ends well which explains why I'm drenched in your soda"

"So basically you hate me because you hate yourself really Leo" I said rolling my eyes and walked away but I stopped before I left the restaurant and turned around to face him

"You know I actually believed you changed but I was wrong I hate you Leonardo I really do" I said shaking my head "I'm sorry everyone for ruining your meals" I said before leaving the restaurant