Misunderstood ✅

024

You can love someone so much...But you can never love people as much as you can miss them
-John Green

*One month and 13 days later*

It's been a month a month since I've arrived , a month since they found Nirvana's body , a month and his still in the coma . Doctor's say his getting better and that his breathing by himself which is a good thing but the fact remains his still in a coma ,
I know I might sound a bit negative but I need to see the facts not sugar coat them

I shifted around my seat and yawned this chair doesn't make a good bed , every day I've visited Nirvana whether it be day or night and sometimes I end up sleeping on the chair and today is one of those days

"Morning Bro how did you sleep" I said standing up and stretching

"Oh really ? At least you got sleep I didnt get one wink so I'm probably going to get coffee then I'll go home to bath and I'll be back in a about 15 minutes maybe" I said shrugging

"Oh yeah I'll bring a book from your collection okay" I said walking to him and kissing him on the forehead

"See you later bro , don't do anything I wouldn't do" I said walking out of the room and closing the door behind me it is odd how I talk to him like that like his awake but in some way it helps him to remember to get better and it helps me to function because his the only one I talk to the most.

I walked out of my regular back entrance and started my journey , I reached my grandparents house and headed straight to the bathroom I quickly showered and dressed up in warm clothing my grandparents weren't home which was odd but I brushed it off , after closing and locking the house I made my way to my Aunt and Uncles house .It was going to be a long walk but I had to get Nirvana's book collection

A black c200 Mercedes Benz stopped bedside me and rolled down its tinted windows

"Need a ride" Brian said as the car was moving

"Nah I'd rather walk"I shrugged

"There's no such thing and I have a feeling we're going to the same place"

"How do you know I'm not running away" I said rolling my eyes

"You wouldn't leave Nirvana just like that would you?" He said and I stopped in my tracks

"My brother might have been your best friend or whatever but you will not speak about him or me because you have no goddamn clue what we had to go through what I had to go through" I said my hands balled into a fist and my anger boiling

"You look like him when your angry" He said chuckling , I scoffed rolled my eye's and quickened my pace

"Okay I'm sorry just come in I'm going to your Uncles house" he said trying to reason

I sighed and shook my head if I dont agree he'll probably do this the whole walk there "If I let you give me ride will you leave me alone"

"Yeah okay fine" he said lifting his hands from the steering wheel

I entered the car and put on the safety belt , I made sure not to face in his direction . The car ride wss quick and quiet which was exactly what I wanted . When we got to the house we both got of the house , I opened door and immediately I heard chatting I didn't like it her because it reminded me of Nirvana and the accident so usually I would call my Aunt and Uncle to check up on them or they would check up on me and we would sometimes have dinner as a "family" at my grandparents house

"Hello is anybody ho-" I said entering the dining room , I stood there with my eyes wide and my mouth wide open

"What are you guys doing here" I said still trying to figure out what was happening