Nirvana layed on the bed looking up watching the t.v , I entered the room and his eyes shifted from the television screen to me
"Came to finish me off" He said and I almost joked on my own saliva
"Excuse me" I said placing my hand on my chest and clearing my throat
"What you think the car accident wasn't enough huh? You think me not being paralysed isn't enough right" He said his facial expression tensing
"I didn't come her to hurt you Nirvana I came to visit you" I said lifting both my hands up as if surrendering for something
"You know what's the funny thing is that I don't even know you but I hate you Neveah you deserve to be in this bed not me" He said and I closed my eyes I know for a fact that's true but to hear him say that broke my heart and the fact that he hates me makes me realise I'm more of a bad person than I actually thought
"I know and I'm sorry" My tears were gushing out and my hands were trembling
"Save your apologies for the next life your going to ruin because it seems like wherever you go you cause people pain" I could see the anger and the pain in his eyes he looked so different , I had ruined my brother's life and in the process changed him to be something else
I woke up with a gasp and sweat rolling down the side of my head , I looked around and everyone was sound asleep around the dead fire , it was still dark but you could see the sun peaking from over the horizon
I stood up and dusted myself off , I walked to the edge of the land and the start of the lake with my arms wrapped around myself
"I hope your not about to do what I think" Leonardo said from behind me , I didn't turn back I just stood there watching the sun
"Have you ever regretted a choice that you've made" I said not facing him , he walked towards me and stood next to me watching the sun
"All the time but Nevaeh our choices make us who we are" He shrugged placing his hands out of his pockets
"I dont want to be this person" I shook my head
"Nightmare ?"
"How'd you know" I said turning to face him
"You were screaming and trembling in the middle of the night" He said turning to face me but not looking at me
"Figures" I rolled my eye's and turned away from him , I bit my lip as I felt the tear slowly descend from my cheeks
"Don't beat yourself down it happened it happened" I could feel his gaze from the side of my face
"That's the problem Leonardo" "It happens and it happens and it never stops...I can't take these nightmares anymore I feel like I'm loosing it" I turned around to face him
"Neveah" He said but I didn't listen , my head was too clouded with my thoughts I didn't even want to hear him talk
"What if he doesn't remember me what if the dream I had was a vision" I said my hands shaking as I remembered the dream I had
"That's unlikely to happen your overthinking" He said placing his hands on shoulders , I shook my head trying to shake everything away but I couldn't
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Misunderstood ✅
RomanceThey were the exception The promise meant to be broken They were so alike yet so different They didn't want to admit it even though the truth shone brightly The thought of them being alike was so sickening that they turned a blind eye at any giv...
