Fighting Feelings

21

Nadia

I felt faint, just when I thought we were safe and it was all over. Caleb comes over to me and engulfs me in a hug.

"Is this really my life?" I ask him looking up at him.

"Yes but it's not going to stay like this forever, I will find out who is doing this to you and your family so it's not going to stay this way.... do you hear me," he says cupping my cheeks.

"I know, I'm just tired," I tell him trying to make him not worry. The last thing I wanted was him stressing out over my safety.

"Yeah understandable, I might have something to take your mind of things," he says and I can just hear the smirk in his voice as he massages my shoulders which may I just say was helping a lot.

"Really? You want to play sexual now?" I turn around looking at him crazy.

"No... I was just giving you a massage and I  going to say I could drive you to Drew's, I thought a visit to him is what you need,"

It was at that moment I felt like the biggest bitch on the planet. There was me thinking that he wanted to just sleep with me when he was making a plan to make me happy.

"Caleb... I'm such an idiot!" I exclaim, I was the worst girlfriend.

"Listen... it's alright," he assures me, but him being more cute was making me feel worse.

"No it's not... you've been by my side through out all of this and I'm just here taking you for granted... it's not fair on you... are you sure you even want to be with me?" I rant on and on. It made sense he may as well leave now because one of us were bound to get our hearts broken.

There was me who was brought up to believe that boys only wanted one thing. There was him who was scared of falling for someone because he thinks he's not worth it. This was a recipe for disaster.

"You really want to give up now? We're good together alright.... yes we both have issues that we have to deal within ourselves but we can grow together so yes I am very sure I want to be with you," he explains and I look at him in awe. No guy has ever felt this way about me or loved me the way he does.

This time I kiss him and it was as though an electric bolt ran through me. We guided each other to the bed, I had never done this before but I knew that Caleb was the one I wanted. We had wasted so much time already. As clothes started to scatter across the room. He stopped kissing and I instantly missed his touch.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" he asks looking genuine and this made me love him even more, if that was even possible.

"Shut up and kiss me,"

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I woke up with my head laying on his chest.

"Good morning beautiful," he murmured into my hair. I looked up to see him smiling at me.

"How long have you been awake?" I chuckled.

"Quite a while I was just busy thinking about how much of a lucky guy I am," he replied whilst making me blush.

"I'm the lucky one," I tell him whilst he plays with my hair. "Gosh we are such a cliche right now," I say blushing.

"We can't have that now, can we.." he begins with a stupid grin plastered on his face which was soon wiped away when he realised something.

"Shit! What if your Dad comes home..." he gets up from the bed retrieving his clothes.

"Then we tell him we're together," I say confidently as I sit up from the bed but he looks at me shocked.