Mercy

Chapter 32

His eyes lit up when it registered who I was. He sat up, resting his elbows on his knees as he watched me carefully. "Can I talk to you?" My voice cracked and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest - it felt like at any moment it would crash through my rib cage. Just being close to him caused me to lose control of my body. I took a few steps closer to him, hoping he wouldn't turn me away. He nodded at me as he continued to watch me move closer to him. The way his eyes moved over my body made me blush and my whole body began to heat up under his gaze. I cleared my throat as I nervously began to fidget, "I wanted to apologize for how I reacted the other day - ", he stopped me mid-sentence as his hands reached out to me, resting perfectly against my hips. "You have nothing to be sorry for. You reacted like any normal person would. Sam I'm not stupid I know you deserve better but I can't let you go. I'm too selfish." My breath caught in my throat, his hands on my body made it so hard for me to focus. "I don't deserve you." My words came out in a whisper. He stood up pulling me against his body. I gasped softly, his body pressed against mine was the best feeling I had ever felt and I hadn't realized how much my body missed his. A smirk crossed his lips as he nuzzled his face into my neck, sending chills through my entire body. "Want to go upstairs and talk?" He asked softly, his lips brushing over my skin.

The entire time he leads me through the house I feel like I am high or something. My mind fogged up and my body felt like electricity was flowing through it at a rapid pace. As we entered his room I pushed the door closed and leaned my back against the wood. His hands found their way to the door, caging me in. His face was only a few inches from me and I know if I didn't say what I needed to say that his closeness would distract me. "Liam, I need to talk to you..." I felt breathless when he was so close. My body wanted and craved his touch but we had so much to work through. I battled with myself in my head as my eyes scanned down his body. "Like what you see?" His husky voice rang through the air and before I realized what I was doing my head began to nod. He laughed softly, god that sound was like music to my ears. My hands reached out pulling on his shirt so he was now flush against me. "I like how it feels too." I mumbled softly, my eyes now locked with his. He looked a little surprised by my bold move but quickly recovered. "So, what do you need to talk to me about?" He lowered his voice, his lips brushing against mine as he spoke.

"I want to talk about...about us." My eyes moved down to his lips, all I wanted right now was to feel them on my body. The way they heated up my skin was a feeling I missed dearly. "Us...what about us?" He was digging around to get it out of me but all I could pay attention to was his mouth and how badly I wanted it on me. God, what was happening to me? I tugged my bottom lip between my teeth as I forced my eyes to meet his again. "I want us." That was all I needed to say to him because instantly his lips crashed into mine. I hungerly kissed him back, his tongue swiping at my bottom lip wanting entrance to my mouth. Everything was pushed from my mind - there were no more worries there was just us. He had the ability to take over my entire world without even trying.

He cupped his hands on the back of my thighs, lifting me up so that I was now pinned to the wall. I had never felt these feelings that were rushing through my body before; it was amazing. His tongue massaged mine; his kisses turning needy as his hands squeezed my ass. I pulled away gasping for air, watching his eyes darken before me. "Will you take me back?" I whispered softly, my breath fanning over his face. "I don't know...I'll have to think about it." His voice dripped with sarcasm. "Well let me try to convince you." My lips curled into a smile as he slowly let my body slide down the wall. "Oh, please do Miss Martinez." His husky voice made my legs tremble. How did this man have such a control over my body? And what would happen if he... I quickly stopped myself from going further with those thoughts. Even thoughts of him giving me any type of pleasure was too much for me to handle thinking about in his presence. I took his hand and pulled him over to the futon on the other side of the room. He watched me closely, a look of curiosity plastered on his face. As seductively as I could I climbed on top of him, straddling his lap. He grinned resting his hands on my hips; I bit my lip as my hips reacted to his touch and gently began to grind against him. A deep carnal groan came from deep in his chest, the thought that my body could make him feel so good was empowering, only giving me more courage to continue. Slowly, I leaned in and let my lips brush against his throat. "Will you forgive me?" I whispered, nibbling softly at his Adams apple.

"Fuck..." He growled and with one swift motion he flipped me over so that I was underneath him. The thought of a man pinning me down usually sent fear though me but this time it was so very different. This time I could feel the strange ping of desire between my thighs.

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Alright so this update is a little on the short side but only because I will be making a seperate book for the more sexual explicit chapters. They wont have big story line infornation just smut ;)