Hi, i'm Demi. ( a demi lovato fanfiction )

Chapter 3 ❥ Everyday is the same.

AMY's POV

'Amy! Damn Amy wake up! You have to go to school!' my mom opens the curtains and my eyes are hurt by the light. 'Mamm' I sigh, she always wakes me up in the morning and I have no idea why. 'Get up!' she pulls at my hair. 'Okay okay!' I push her away and look at her with the angry in my eyes. 'I have to go and I won't be home the next 2 days.' 'Whatever, now go I want to get dressed' 'Don't be so cheeky I am your mother!' She want to hit me but I already closed the door, after 10 minutes I hear the door and than the car. She's gone, surprise surprise. I get dressed and go downstairs, while walking down the stairs I feel my body falling out.. I haven't eat in 2 days. I search for a cracker, 'Fuck, oh yes there you are' I eat 2 crackers and drink a glass of water. I put on some mascara and brush my tooth. I grab some new bandaids and put them on my scars. While peeling of the bandaid I start tearing, it hurts, but I deserve it.

While lunch

Me and Demi are searching for a table, everythings full. 'Come demi' I say and I pull her arm. 'Where are we going' 'My usual place' 'This is the libary...' she looks confused. 'Yes, it is... come' I walk to my table and take a seat, she does the same. 'Why are you always here?' 'Hiding for Ashley, she don't really like me you know' She smiles softly 'I like you' 'I'm happy to hear that...' She is so beautiful, damn. After 25 minutes of talking, I haven't eat but she hasn't noticed that. The bell rings and we go to class, History again. It's just the usual and the next few days go the same too.

I talk to Demi, I cry, I write, I cut, Ashley picks on me, everyday again and again and again.

It's friday, last day of school. I'm so happy that today is the last day, that means I don't she Ashley for 8 weeks.
But that also means I don't see Demi for 8 weeks, I can't imagine me that. Demi and I are together everyday because of school, we talk about a lot of things.. I never felt this way before, maybe this is love... The day goes by and as the bell rings I hug Demi goodbye and go home.

First day of holiday, yesterday mom told me she won't be home the whole next week. Ugh. I get myself out of bed and walk to the mirror, I look to myself... Bitch, stop looking. You hurt your own eyes. I feel tears but I don't want to cry so I just try to ignore the voices and get changed. I drink a glass of water in the bathroom, put on some mascara, brush my hair and teeth and go back to my room, I grab my phone and go sit in the window. I love looking outside, I live in a busy street so there's always something to see. After 45 minutes looking outside I want to stand up to take a shower but than I see someone walking to the neighbours house on the other side of the street. That's weird no one ever go there, I search for a binocular. Yes I found it. I walk back to the window and when I look through the binocular. I fear, the person who walked to the neigbours house... is Demi... I'm in shock and I don't know what to, I remember saying her I live there but I didn't expect she would come visit me! And it's only the first day of holiday! I see James, he said that that was his name but I don't trust him... something about him makes me scared, pointing at my house and Demi nods. Shit, she's coming to my house, my real house. I stress and I search for something to pull on bc this is so ugly. The doorbell rings, I still don't have any clothes to put on. I grab an oversized shirt with long sleeves and a wide sportpants. The doorbell rings again, I run down the stairs and I almost fall. When I am downstairs I open the door and smile. 'Hi' 'Hi, I was running and I thought maybe you want to run with me?' she blushes. 'Erm, yeah sure come in' she doesn't say anything about the fact I gave her a wrong adres...

I go upstairs and change my clothes. While changing I wonder why Demi came over. Well, maybe it's good because I never go out while holidays... Well actually I never go out, only for school. After 10 minutes I'm done and go back downstairs. 'I'm ready' 'Okay, let's go then' I open the door, grab my keys and walk after her. 'So, you were running and you thought let's check if Amy is home?' I laugh. 'Haha, yes, it's so much more fun to run together' 'That's true' I smile and than there is 20 minutes silence. We just run. 'Shall we stop here?' I nod. We sit down and she looks at me. 'What' I laugh because I get nervous of her. 'Well, I wanted to talk to you' Oh god. 'Yeah, about what?' 'I am so happy that I have you.' she giggles, awkward. 'It may sounds weird but I never had a friend like you, I got bullied on my previous school' she looks sad. 'Omg, I'm so sorry' 'It's okay, on this school everythings different. I am happy now, I had a lot of shit when I was younger...' I am shocked, 'do you wanna talk about it?' Her phone rings, I can her the convo.

'Demi'
'Demi can you come home there is something wrong with Spike'
'Yes, I'm on my way!'

She hang the phone, 'I have to go Amy, can we meet tomorrow?' I nod. She kisses my cheek and than run away. She kissed my cheek, I smile softly.. I slowly walk home, thinking about her smile and the way she kissed my cheek. When I'm home I take a shower and try to imagine what kind of past Demi had...