Hi, i'm Demi. ( a demi lovato fanfiction )

Chapter 10 ❥ Another letter.

DEMI's POV

'This was very good, thanks mom' I bring my plate to the kitchen and go back upstairs, I need to read that letter... I sit down with the letter in my hand and start reading.

"Mom, I write this letter because I think you had the right to know everything. There is a diary under my bed please take that and read.
I don't really like you, you are a horrible mom. You hit me, you hate me and you just don't treat me right. But you are my mom... The past 3 years have been horrible, you can read everything if you want. I'll be gone for I don't know how long, I'm going to rehab. I want to recover. I met a girl on my school, Demi. I really love her, she is awesome... She will give you this letter, don't hurt her. Mom, I'm sorry for being a horrible daughter, I always thought it was all my fault but it was not. It's your fault. I didn't do anything wrong... I'm sorry for being so honest to you, it may hurt you... So I will be gone and I don't know when I'll be back. Don't wait for me, just go wherever you want.

Amy."

I'm crying again, how am I gonna tell her her mom is dead... I'm not gonna think about that now. I first have to wait for her to return and I don't know when that will be... I sigh and grab her diary, I only read the date and then fall asleep...

I wake up and see that the diary is laying next to me, I sit straight and start reading.
"August 3 2011

Hai, so I haven't write in a while... I still feel extrem lonely and the bullies are getting worse, I also lost about 5 kilo's and I practicaly stopped eating. It feels good, I'm going to be beautiful. My mom is getting worse too btw, I have bruises all over my body
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August 4 2011

So yesterday my mom came in so I closed you. This is so weird but I have the feeling you are here for me... You are the only one I have now..."

She was so unhappy... 'Demi, I'm going to the mall' 'Okay mom' I turn on the tv and I see a commercial about the voice kids... Maybe I can audition, I would like that. I grab my laptop and go the the voice site. I still can audition! Where's my webcam.. Oh I know it. I run downstairs and grab the webcam, I turn it on and go sit. Which song should I sing, I think back of the part Amy sang for me once, I'll do that.

"Okay, I'm gonna sing a song a friend of me made.
Even though I know what's wrong
How could I be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel I must've held your hand so tight
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal. Baby, I just ran out of band aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix my heart"

I have a big smile on my face and I am actually really happy with how it turned out... I send it and read when I will hear if I made it through. 5 weeks left...