JASON's POV
I sit down next to this girl, Dallas. Demi told me to watch a movie but I wanna go to my daddy. Daddy told me that when my mommy wants to touch me I have to scream. So I did. Daddy loves me, mommy don't. 'Which one do you wanna watch?' I say nothing and go back to my room, daddy told me that if I will ever speak to any of mommy's friends he'll kill me. Also, he promised me to get me out of here, so I'm waiting for him. I sit down at my bed and look out of the window. I hear a noise, what? I stand up and walk to my bathroom, what's that? "Hey." I step back, then realize it may be a friend of my dad. "I am a friend of your dad, you can talk to me." I sigh and start talking, not to loud so nobody can hear me. 'I hate it here' "I get you, me either but daddy will get us out of here" 'Us?' "Do you wanna leave without me? You can only trust me." 'And daddy?' "No" She left, I walk back to my bed and watch the trees. Who was that girl and why can't I trust daddy? I hear footsteps coming closer, just leave me alone. The door slowly opens, 'Jason..?' I look at Demi, her eyes are red. 'C- Can I come in' You're already in, I think but I nod. She sits down next to me and wraps her arms arround me. The girl is back again, she is standing infront of us, shaking her head no. I ignore her because she is ugly and she told me I can't trust my daddy but I know I can, he promised me. 'Jason, I know you never talk but, why did you screamed at your mom?' I bite my lip and think of my daddy's words...
[ flashback ] 'Jason, Jason quick' I run downstairs as fast as my legs can. 'Jason, we have to go. Listen to me' He grabs my arms and hold them tight, too tight. 'You are going back to your mommy after this afternoon, don't you ever talk to her or one of her friend. I'll kill you. Mommy doesn't love you, she hates you. She will hurt you more than I did. Don't trust anyone, keep your voice a secret, our secret.' 'But why daddy?' 'Don't ask questions!' Ouch, I feel my cheek burn. 'Sorry daddy, I understood. I will never talk to anyone' 'And don't let mommy touch you, she will hurt you, remember?' 'But how?' 'Just scream' 'Okay' 'I am proud of you little asshole' He drinks something out of his bottle and then we leave.
'Jason?' I fear and look at Demi, who sighs and stand up. 'I'm sorry Jason, I only want to help you..' she leaves, I'm all by myself again.
Days went by and I haven't see mommy since two days ago, Demi said she is tired and that she wants to sleep. I nodded all the time and just ate and play. That's what my days look like, I eat and then play or watch a movie with D. D is Dallas by the way, I really really really like her. I also like Demi, to be honest I like this whole family, they're all so nice to me. I walk back to my room. 'Mom, she is broken. Again. How can I get her out of her bed? And how am I gonna tell her that Nick is-' 'Jason!' I turn arround, it's Dallas. 'Why were you gone? Don't you wanna play anymore?' I shake my head. 'I- I asked my mom and she said that I can go buy a swingset with you. If you want to?' I smile big, 'I see that as a yes, come on.' I grab her hand. 'Momm, Jason and I are going now!' I hear an "Okay" from the room where I just heard Demi talking. Dallas and I arrive at a big market and I see like thousands of swingsets. 'You can pick one' she smiles. We leave after fourty minutes because I couldn't decide, but I picked one now. It is a wood made swingset with two swings in the middle, on the right side there is a blue slide. On the left side is a little house, also made of wood. I really love it and can't wait to play with it. Dallas also let me choose a new football and some other toys. I am so happy. I hugged Dallas like a hundred times and she kept saying I don't have to thank her. She wants to play with it too she said. We build up the swingset and she sat down on the swing. I sat down on the other and gave her a smile. 'You're so sweet, Jason. We love you all here, your mommy does too.' My smile disappears, she shouldn't've said that. She don't she don't she don't. The words repeat in my head, I know mommy don't love me. Dallas started swinging, I forget everything and swing with her. I look at the house, it is a beautiful house. It is big and it has a lot of windows, I notice somebody watching us from the third floor. It looks like mommy. I stop the swing and look at the window, she disappears. I sigh and feel my eyelids getting heavier. 'Are you tired?' I nod, 'We can take a nap if you want to' I nod again and then we go back inside. I walk behind her, seeing Demi talking to my mommy in the livingroom. She is hiding her head in her hands and her shoulders are shocking. Demi looks at me and gives me a little smile but I can see the tears. I feel Dallas' hand pulling me away. I follow her to my room and I lay down. 'Sleep well Jason' I nod and turn her my back. I am not gonna sleep, Demi and mommy were crying, what's going on in this house.
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