Hi, i'm Demi. ( a demi lovato fanfiction )

Chapter 5 ❥ Demi's story.

AMY's POV

My phone rings. It's Demi 'With Amy' 'Hi Amy, did you just wake up? You sound sleepy' 'Yes' I sigh and look at the time. 12PM already. 'Can I come over?' 'Yeah, give me 20 minutes' 'Okay see you then' I hang the phone and get dressed. When I come downstairs I drink water. Good you still haven't eat in 2 days, I'm proud. I think about Demi, I think about all the days I was weak, my blackouts and why, only because I want to be pretty. I don't want this anymore, I grab a banana and eat it. You weak slut. I ignore the voices and eat. I feel guilty but I am tired of being sad.

'Hi, come in' I smile and go out of her way so she can come in. 'How's Spike doing?' 'He died last night' she looks at me with sad eyes. 'Oh, I feel so sorry' I hug her and ask if she want something to drink. 'He was the sweetest dog ever, he was always there for me... Even in my sad periods' 'Do you still want to tell me your story?' She nods, 'can we go sit in the livingroom?' 'Yes, come' 'Okay so, it all started when I was 6, I always was a happy girl with a lot of friends. But we moved and I had to go to a new school. I thought it was going to be fun, I was only six. But there were some mean kids, in the beginning they only said something mean once a week. It was like that the whole year and everytime they said something I started crying. The teachers never believed me when I told them what was going on' she takes a deep breath, 'As soon as I turned seven it got worse, they started to say mean thing everyday, over and over again. I didn't know why they did that, I always was a happy girl. I still had friends on my new school but I lost them arround age 9. They started to bully me to. It had always been "just" words but when even my "friends" were against me they also started to hit me. 'Here' I give her a tissue. 'Thanks, sorry for crying' 'It's okay, I know it's hard to talk about' 'So, they also started to hit me, when the teachers where gone for a minute they just hit me or punched me a few times. I grew up in a lovely family, they are very carefull so once my mom saw my bruises she began to look after me. She brought me to school and also picked me up, after a few weeks I told her everything. We moved, again. On this school everything was okay, I had friends, I played with them, I was happy. But than something worse happend, I was 11 almost 12 when I had to sleep by my uncle for one night bc my parents were away. It was the worse night of my life, h-he raped me...' she starts cry harder. 'Sshh, it's okay' I hug her thight. 'It was so awfull' 'I believe you, sshh, calm down baby' After 15 minutes she's able to tell the rest of her story. 'So, he raped me. I never told my mom, all I know is that I never saw him again, I don't know why... Anyways, 2 weeks after that I turned 12. It was a wonderfull birthday, all my friends were there and all my family, it was just a good day. I got a laptop, I was so happy with it. I watched a lot of youtube, I got addicted of the Imagine Dragons. But than I saw next to the video I wachted a 'My Anorexia Story' I clicked on it, I shouldn't have done that. It made me cry because I thought the girl was beautiful, that's were my eatingdisorder started.' 'Wow, I don't know what to say...' 'It's okay and don't worry I beat my eating disorder two years ago' she smiles. 'I am proud of you.' We talk another 30 minutes.

'Where's your mom?' 'She's gone for a week' 'So you are home alone?' 'Yeah why' 'No just wanted to know' After 2 hours her mom calls to say she's has to go home. I walk with her to the door. 'See you tomorrow?' 'Yes, my home again?' 'Okay' She kisses my cheek again and she walks to her own home again. I'm standing in the door way, I am so lost..