Hi, i'm Demi. ( a demi lovato fanfiction )

Chapter 15 ❥ Regret.

AMY's POV

I kiss Nick and lay down at bed. Did I make the right decesion? I sigh, I will find out soon. 'Babe, don't feel sorry. You can't choose love' I nod and kiss him again. He lay down next to me and I think of the time with Demi. "Don't feel sorry" Ugh, I feel sorry and it's only 5 minutes ago... Maybe she felt the same way, maybe she wanted to break up anyway... I feel a little bit better by that thought and I try to sleep a little. I will never see Demi again. Never again, I am with Nick now. It's better this way...

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DEMI's POV

'Demi your earphones' 'Oh yeah thanks' I plug them in and grab my microphone. I have to perform on X-Factor, it all went so weird. 7 months after Amy and I broke up someone called me and told me the wanted to record a album with me. I said yes to it and went to vegas, I was only 17... Now I am 19 (almost 20!) and my first album is almost done. I just miss one more song... I want it to be like a song with a story... 'Demi 2 minutes' I nod at him and thank God for the fact I can stand here. I walk to stage and go in my position. The music starts and I start singing, I sing Neon Lights. It's a hit here, everybody likes it and I am busy with the music video idea's. 'Thank you Demi!' I wave at the crowd and smile wide, as soon as I come backstage I pull on some socks and sit down in a chair. 'You were good Demi!' someone yells into my dressingroom. I stand up, 'Thank you!' and I close the door. I love being famous but sometimes I want the privacy back.

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'Okay we're in, here is your key Demi. See you tomorrow' 'Bye Max' I walk to my hotel room and the first thing I do is change my clothes and remove all my make-up. I lay down on my bed and search for my phone. I open twitter and tweet,

"@ddlovato: Had a great night at X-factor!!!! I love you al so much!!"

My mentions blow up, which is no surprise and I just lock my phone. I get myself some food and go to sleep arround 10 because I am way too tired.

AMY's POV

I wake up and hear Jason crying, I punch Nick. 'You go' 'But I am so tired' 'So am I, now go' He sigh and get out of his bed. I roll on my back and turn on the tv. It's X-Factor from yesterday night. 'Demi Lovato performing NEON LIGHTS!!' My eyes widen, did he say Demi Lovato. Like Demi Lovato in THE Demi Lovato that I broke up with?! I keep watching, it is Demi! Holy fu- is she famous now. Her twittername is in the right corner and I search for it. 10 million followers, did I lived under a stone the past few years?! How could I not know she is famous... She looks so gorgeous and her voice is amazing... Why did I ever let her go? I punch myself and try to rid off the bad thought. I turn off the tv and get out of my bed, we're going on a vacation today. Nick, Jason and I. I got Jason 6months ago, I am 19 now so I am a bit young but I am happy with Nick and Jason, they are my boys. I walk to Jason's room, 'Goodmorning beautiful' I take him out of Nick's arms and kiss his little cheek. Nick smiles at us and then goes to the bathroom to take a shower. I talk to Jason 'Do you wanna go for walk? Yeah, do you? Come on then' I take him downstairs and change his clothes. 'I am walking with Jason!!' 'Okay!' I grab my earphones and phone and go. After a 20 minutes walk I sit down at a bench, Jason is looking at me with his cute eyes. I get my phone out of my bag and go on instagram. 'Holy fu-' I searched for @ddlovato and it's her account, why is she so beautiful... I feel dumb for letting her go, when I broke up with her I went to treatment and I've been in there for 4 months. When I came out I became pregnant and now we are here. I never heard something about Demi and I deleted her number. Jason is getting hungry so I go back home and make him his food. 'Hey baby' Nick wraps his arms arround me, I try to focus on him but I only think about Demi... 'Here, you can give him is food. I have to work' 'Thats okay love' He kiss me and don't kiss him back, I walk upstairs and open my laptop. I work at home, I write articles for Cosmopolitan, you know the interviews with celebs. I also do the photoshoots and I really love my job. I open my mail and I see I have a mail from my manager. A new interview and photoshoot! I am already super excited and I have a big smile on my face. I click on the mail.

'Hello Amy,
So next week monday we have a new photoshoot and interview for you. The questions are in an apart mail, just like always. I want you to be here arround 8AM. See you then.

- Marissa'

I always hate it that she don't say which celeb it is, but she thinks it's funny so I just have to wait 2 more days. I open the mail with the questions and print them out with some space between them so I can write the answers down. I already make a begin on the article and then I just watch Youtube video's... I kinda feel quilty because I feel like I let Nick down. I pretend that I am working but actually it just takes 1 hour... It's been like this since Jason is born, I really miss something and I didn't know what. Now I've seen Demi on tv I know I miss her, I just miss her... I sigh and some tears are rolling down my face. Did I make the wrong decision... I was only 16, I thought I was an adult. But I wasn't, Nick told me he loved me and he was there with me through the whole period in rehab. Demi couldn't because of school. I should've understand...