Prinxiety (AU) {*Sequel*}

Inner Thoughts

Anxiety's POV

I stayed in my room and just thought about me and Roman's relationship. Now that I know that he doesn't trust me the way I trust him. I know that I did some terrible things in the past and Roman spend every waking moment worrying about me, but I didn't know that all that have lead to him not trusting me anymore. Or did he ever even trust me. Or love me for that matter!

I mean Roman has always been there for me. Back then and even now. But I think that after this whole "me not telling him I went out" thing that happened, he just doesn't want me anymore. I caused him to worry way too much ever since we met each other.

I was sitting on my bed, petting the kitten again. Roman didn't even notice him when I came in and he hugged me. The kitten wouldn't leave my side. Especially now, cause I'm sad. I stared down at him and continued to pet him.

"What am I gonna do about Roman Kitty? Should I talk to him or leave him?"

He stared at me in confusion.

"Yeah. I don't know either. I mean Roman is a really sweet and kind guy. Especially to me. Or I thought so at least. Just because I don't tell him where I go when I leave without him, he doesn't trust me anymore. In case you didn't know, I snuck out a few times and tried to kill myself, another time was when I was kidnapped by crazy people. Roman spend all the time he had looking for me and making sure I was safe. And I love him for that, but sometimes I wish he let me be to die. Roman's too good for me in everyway. All I do is make him worry about me. I love him with all my heart. He's the first person, beside Patton, to ever care about me more than themselves. So what should I Kitty?"

He meowed and looked confused again.

"Don't worry. I guess I'll go talk to him. In a little bit though. Thanks Kitty for listening to me."

He purred and laid on my lap as he fell asleep.

"You know, if you won't leave my side, then I guess I'll keep you. I'll talk to Roman about that as well. But I can't just call you 'Kitty'. So what should I name you?"

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Hey readers. Real quick question. For those who are reading this chapter/book right now, I want you guys to help name the little kitten that's always with Virgil. For those who watch the Sander Sides videos, you should know why I included the kitten in this book. I just couldn't  help myself. So I want you guy to help name him. The name willbe announced maybe later on today if enough people give me name options. If I find I good name than I'll try to give special thanks to that person If that's alright though. Anyways, just wanted to have you guys included in this book too. Don't worry though, I'll have more of these...small events?? {I guess I'll call them that.} Later on in the book. But till next time fellow readers....

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