Anxiety's POV
As the kitten slept, I thought now would be a good time to talk to Roman. I carefully got off the bed, not wanting to wake the kitten, left my room and went to find Roman. I went to his room and see if he was there. I knocked on his door softly.
"Uhh...Roman..are you in there?"
"Y-yeah. Come in."
I opened his door and saw him sitting up on the bed. He looked as if he was crying.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah. Fine. Totally fine. I'm perfectly fine."
I could tell he was lying.
"You lying."
"No I'm not."
"Roman. I can tell when your lying. What's wrong?"
"I-I...I didn't mean to hurt your feelings when you found out I don't trust you. I do trust you....Just not by yourself. Ever since that whole incident back at the old kingdom and me almost losing you was the worst feeling ever not knowing where you were and what you were doing. I just want to be there for you all the time."
"But Roman, you can't. You have to trust me to be one my own every once in awhile. I get that you just want me safe and with you all the time, but I'm my own person. I can make my own decisions."
"But what if you hurt yourself? What if someone tries to take you away from me? What will I do then? Just forget about you? No. Never. Why can't you see that your my number one priority 100% of the the time?!"
"Cause. I don't have to be you "number one priority" all the time! You probably have better things to worry about than me!"
"What!? What's more important than you to me?! Huh!!"
He was raising his voice at me. He's never done that before. This kinda proves my point.
"I don't know! Something besides me! I love you Roman, but can't you just trust me to be on my own for once?!"
"I don't know if I can. When I got home and you weren't here! All I thought about was what could happen to you! What bad things could happen to you. I love you too much to lose you or almost lose you."
"You wanna know where I was and why I went there? Fine! I woke up that morning and didn't see you here. I waited for you by drawing in my notebook. But I ran out of pages, so I went to get a new one. Right as I left the book shop I saw you with that guy who you were talking and smiling together and-"
"You got jealous?!"
"No. I know that person you were with. He was from my home kingdom and he, along with Alex and some other guy always beated me and abused me every single day and every chance they got. I hope to never see them again and when I did all those horrible memories came back. So I went to calm down. I went on the outerskirts of town and sat by a tree in a hill to calm down. Eventually I fell asleep there and I didn't wake you till it was like almost midnight. I didn't want to wake you and have you worry about me so late at night, so I stayed there the rest of night. I had someone to comfort me. And when it was about dawn I came back. Leading us here."
"I-I didn't know that Aaron practically abused you. If I did I swear I wouldn't of helped him or even talk to him. I'll probably actually kill him for ever hurting you."
"No need to. He's now just a hated memory."
"Im so sorry. I wish I knew."
"No. It's fine. Really. I just needed to calm myself down. And it's not that I don't appreciate everything you do for me, it's just that since were engaged, you need to have some trust in me. That's all I ask."
"Ok. Fine. But the least you could do is leave me a note or something ever now and again once you go out. So I know where you are and if anything does happen I know where you could be. Please. That's all I ask."
"Fine. I guess I could do that....I still love you though Roman."
"Not as much as I love you. My beautiful emo prince."
He pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead.
Everything was perfect. Or so I thought.
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY!!! Hope you all are having an amazing day. I'm just about to go out to get free candy {aka-Trick or Treat} and you guy wouldn't believe what I'm going as. And yes. I know I'm 13, but your never too old to go treat or treating. Anyways. My costume I'm going as IS......ANXIETY or Virgil. I'm going as Virgil Sanders and my sister is going as.....ROMAN or Creativity. She's going as Roman Sanders. We're both going as Prinxiety. I love it. Maybe in the next chapter I'll decide on if I want to show you all a picture or not. Meaning I'll be doing a face reveal. I don't know. Maybe, maybe not. Who knows? Let me know what you guys think. Should I or should I not. And another thing. For those who gave me options on kitten names, the kitten is a boy. I forgot to mention that. So think of boy names. But thanks to all who already requested names. Some I actually liked. Anyways Happy Halloween and if you don't celebrate Halloween than Happy Day. And till next time fellow readers.....
PEACE OUT!!!
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Prinxiety (AU) {*Sequel*}
FanficVirgil and Roman were planning out their wedding. They've been doing so for the past 2 months since they got engaged. Until some 'things' happen. Things that probably can't be fix but probably should before it's too late.
