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Hurt
Lumayo ako sa kanya at yumuko para pahiran ang mukha ko.
I stepped backwards while my tears won't stop falling on my face and when I lifted my head up I saw his eyes looking at Maureen's body. I shut my eyes closed as I cried in pain I sobbed "tangina a-ayoko na" tumalikod na ako sa kanya at paika ikang lumakad papasok sa sasakyan at doon ko na ulit binuhos ang lahat ng sakit, luha at mura. Tama na siguro to. I straighten up and fix myself
Sobrang sakit na eh sampal sa mukha na ang makita ko siyang lumapit sa katawan ni Maureen at binuhat ito na pang bagong kasal. Naglakad siya at Tumigil sa harap ng bintana ng sasakyan at diretso lang ang kanyang tingin "wait for me" he paused a bit before he could speak again "I just have to give her a proper burial " and then he continue his walk.
He didn't even bother to ask if I'm okay. I hate him. I really hate him.
Matapos ang ilang minuto ay nakabalik na siya at tahimik lang akong nakatanaw sa labas ng bintana. Bago siya pumasok sa sasakyan ay narinig ko pa siyang napabuntong hininga. What was that even for?
Nang tuluyan na siyang nakapasok at nakaupo sa loob ay pilit kong siniksik ang sarili ko sa gilid ng sasakyan palayo sa kanya. I feel suffocated by his presence. I hate him to bits.
He started the engine and I shut my eyes closed. I'm really tired. Pagod na akong umiyak. Pagod na akong umasa at mas lalong pagod na akong mahalin siya. Oo inaamin ko mahal ko na siya. I won't be feeling this sht if I'm not.
"baby... "
I flinched when I heard his hoarse voice. Ang kapal ng mukha nakakatangina lang! Pagkatapos ng ginawa niya kanina may gana pa siyang tawagin akong baby!? BABY?! he's so fvcking unbelievable. Damn him napaka insensitive!
Nagpanggap akong natutulog at mariin na pinikit ang mga mata ko.
I heard him sigh and I frowned when I feel the car slowing down and to my surprise it stopped.
Naimulat ko ang mga mata ko ng wala sa oras at napaayos ng upo.
I was frowning while wandering around then my eyes diverted to wyle who is intensely looking at me we stared for a few seconds and I saw something in his eyes the way he looks at me gives me shiver down to my spine but I just rolled my eyes went back to my old position cause I don't give a fvck.
"baby please talk to me"
I greeted my teeth while hearing his bullsht. Naramdaman kong hinawakan niya ako sa braso pero agad ko din naman itong winalsik paalis.
"damn it." I heard him cuss but who the fvck cares. Ipapakita ko sayo kung ano ang sinayang mo wyle.
"I'm sorry baby. Please talk to me "
Salubong na ang mga kilay ko habang nakapikit he really is a scumbag.
"look baby," he paused like there's a lump on his throat "I really wanted to help you but... I... I didn't know what happened "
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apabuga ako ng hangin at tumawa ng mapakla
"You didn't know what the fvck happened? " I asked sarcastically "really wyle!? You want me to buy that bullsht?! " I burst out in annoyance
I saw him shook his head and gulped several times "no, please listen to me first " he tried to touch me but I moved away from him
"Don't you fvcking dare touch me! " I shouted
"baby I'm sorry. I stoned out that time and--" pinutol ko ang sasabihin niya ng bigla kong tinaas ang palad ko sa mukha niya. I'm done with his bullshts mga walang kwenta "natigilan ka kasi nakita mo si Maureen. Damn it wyle I almost died! "
"I'm sorry" he whispered and looked down
"damn it! " I hissed as I feel the hot liquids rushing down my face tangina lang I harshly wiped my tears away and rest my head on the window I was sniffing when I remembered the scene awhile ago and it fvcking hurts that my tears won't stop falling.
"please stop crying. I don't want to see you cry baby"
He pulled me to his side but I tried to push him but he's stronger than me that he caged me with his warmth I punched his chest while crying on his shirt "n-nasasaktan na ako wyle p-please tama na" paos kong sabi pero mas ikinulong niya pa ako sa loob ng kanyang mga bisig
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